My mouth drops open. I want to argue with him and tell him that nothing will have to change, but I know I’d be lying. Even now, I feel like everything has changed. The rules of our game are no longer black and white. I close my mouth and nod.
He leans down and kisses me on the forehead. Without another glance, he walks out of the bedroom and shuts the door behind him, leaving me to my thoughts and my still recovering body.
Lucas
I pry my eyelids open and squint at the morning light coming through the curtains. I feel like I have a hangover, but I didn’t have a drop to drink last night. All I can blame it on is my lack of sleep and the fact that I fought hard with myself all night. It took everything I had to walk away from Isabella, and when I did, all I could think about is saying to hell with all the rules and taking her like I want to. But I didn’t.
Things are getting complicated, and I’m starting to feel things that I don’t want to feel. I went downstairs and took a cold shower and then worked a few hours. I thought I’d sleep on the couch in my office, but I eventually found my way back to the bedroom and made sure to stay on my side of the bed. Even though Bella with her bare leg hanging out of the cover was tempting as fuck.
This morning, I’m painfully hard, and Bella has found her way to my side of the bed. She’s sprawled over top of me, and when she shifts, I groan loudly. She wakes up, lifting her head off my chest and staring at me wide-eyed. She starts to move off me, and her leg nudges against my hard cock. I put my hands on her back to hold her still as a guttural groan comes from deep within my chest. I’m hurting, but fuck, it’s a good kind of hurt.
She stops moving and stares at me. She smiles as her hand travels down my bare chest, my stomach and to my shaft. Her eyes widen when she tries to wrap her hand around me. “Wow,” she says, impressed.
I try to keep my hips still even though I want to nudge them into her hand to let her stroke me. I’m concentrating hard because it wouldn’t take much for me to blow a load in my shorts right now.
“Bella,” I warn her.
She wraps her hand around my girth and moves it from root to tip. “Wow, is that for me?”
Just her words have me thinking about shoving her to her back and burying my cock deep inside her. But I try to keep my wits about me. “We shouldn’t...” I start.
Is she disappointed? For just a second, I think so, but the look disappears quickly.
She’s smiling at me with rosy cheeks. “Let me take care of you, husband.”
I don’t know if it’s what she’s offering to do or her calling me husband, but it has me lifting my hips into her hand. She raises to her knees, and I reach for her, but she moves out of my grasp.
The covers are thrown to the floor, and Bella is sitting between my legs, her hands on my thighs. Her appreciative gaze goes over my bare chest and abdomen, and she frowns at my shorts covering my lower body. Her fingers go to my waistband, and she tugs them down. I lift my hips as she pulls them down my thighs. It’s awkward as she tries to get them off, but we make it work. When she sees my bare cock, I swear she licks her fuckin’ lips. Precum oozes from my tip, and we both watch as it starts to roll down my thick shaft. Before I can even wrap my head around what’s about to happen, Bella leans forward and pokes her little pink tongue out to catch it. She doesn’t stop there. She runs her velvety flesh along my length to the tip and licks her lips when she’s done.
My hand goes to the back of her neck. “You don’t have to do this, Bella.”
She looks at me worriedly. “Am I doing it wrong?”
I shake my head. “You couldn’t do it wrong if you tried.”
She smiles broadly and scoots even closer. Her hand goes around my base, and she opens her mouth to take me in.
“Aww fuck,” I groan as her hot mouth wraps around me.
She starts to move, up and down. She whimpers and hums around my cock and sucks me greedily. My hips start to move on their own. “So close.”
She takes me deeper, and I hit the back of her throat. Her eyes widen, but she doesn’t stop. Over and over, she takes me, until I’m fucking her face. I can’t take my eyes off her. “Damn, baby. I’m about to come.”