“Give me your mouth.”
I don’t hesitate. I turn my head, and he kisses me until my toes curl. He groans when he pulls away. “I want you.”
I may regret this in the end, but there’s no way I can deny him. “You can have me, Lucas.”
He hooks his foot around my ankles and shifts my legs open. His hand trails between my thighs and presses against my hot core. Even through the thin sleep pants and underwear, his touch is intense. It’s not enough, though, and he must feel the same because he goes back to my waist and slides his hand down under my pants and panties. When his bare fingers touch me, my hips jerk, and he chuckles in my ear, “You like that, do you?”
I nod jerkily. My breaths are coming in little pants as he strokes his finger through my wet slit. I bite on to my lip to hold in the groan because I swear I’ve never felt anything so good in my life.
His thumb brushes across the swollen bundle of nerves, and I grab his arm and squeeze. He kisses my cheek. “Damn, Bella, you’re so damn responsive.”
I clench my eyes closed because I know I need to tell him. I blurt it out in a rush. “I’m a virgin... I’ve never done this before, Lucas.”
“Fuck,” he groans. “No one’s ever touched you here?” he says, patting my bare pussy.
My knuckles turn white as I squeeze the arm of the chair. “No, no one.”
“How? Fuck don’t answer that. Their loss is my gain. Lie back, honey. Relax and I’m going to take care of everything, okay?”
I nod and lay my head back on his shoulder. “Let go of my arm, baby. Grab the chair with both hands, okay?”
I do as he asks, and I’m lying here on top of him. I lift my hips as he pulls my pants down to my knees. The covers fall to the floor, and I’m lying wide open with both his hands between my legs. I’ve never in my life been this exposed, but all insecure thoughts go out the window when he moves one hand to my entrance and buries his finger knuckle deep inside me. He plunges in and out of me slowly. “That okay?”
I moan. “Yeah.”
He kisses my cheek. “Not enough, though, is it?”
I shake my head. “I’m not going to have you tonight, Bella. You deserve more than to be fucked in a chair like this, but I am going to make you feel good.”
I moan, and he leans forward, pressing his lips to mine, swallowing my moan. He kisses me thoroughly before pulling back. “You have to keep it down, okay, baby?”
I nod.
As he finger-fucks me, his other hand moves to my clit. He’s circling it, slow and steady and then fast and hard. He doesn’t stop, and I start to squirm in his lap. He’s bringing me to the edge and then he lets off, over and over, until I’m pleading with him to give me a release. “Please, Lucas. Please.”
“You need to come, Bella?”
I grunt as I gyrate my hips and ride his hand. He’s relentless as the orgasm shoots through every nerve ending of my body. My whole body arches, but he doesn’t let me go far. I ride out the pleasure, thrusting my hips against his hands. Never in my life have I ever felt anything like it, and he doesn’t stop. It’s like he’s on a mission to give me pleasure until I’m just a lump of limp arms and jellied legs.
When I fall back onto him, he chuckles. The rumble of his chest vibrates against my back. He brings his hand up, and it’s covered in my slick arousal. He brings it up to his mouth, and I suck in a breath as he licks his fingers clean. He moans as he tastes me from his fingers. “Fuck, Bella, you taste good.”
That right there intensifies everything even more. I try to turn in his arms. His hard bulge is evident at my back. “I want to taste you too.”
He reaches for the lever and lowers our feet before pulling us both up from the seat. I reach for my pants and pull them up my thighs. He grabs on to my hand, and we walk upstairs. My heart is racing as I wonder if this is it. Will I finally lose my virginity? And with Lucas Blaze, the man I’ve secretly been in love with forever?
We walk across the threshold of our bedroom hand in hand. I remind myself to breathe and let it out in a big pant. He pulls back the covers and helps into me bed, but he surprises me when he pulls the covers back up over my body. “Lucas?”
His jaw is pulled taut. “I don’t trust myself with you alone right now. We can’t take this to the next level because it changes everything, Bella. I’m going to go downstairs and work.”