“But that’s not our life,” she says, quietly.
I nod. “No, it’s not.”
Not yet.
And maybe never will be, but the seed has been planted. We’ve talked about going straight many times, but the unknown has been too vast. And making money for us and the rest of the family is what we are all about. The illegal business has been good to us, but it has turned into a liability. Our legal businesses and investments have more than paid off; perhaps it’s time to talk with the boys and see where they stand.
But for tonight.
Tonight, I plan on spending the rest of it practicing for the time, if ever it comes, that Lilly and I grow our family, together.
“Let’s go to bed,” I say, and Lilly utters no complaints.
She has a smile on her face as she follows me to our bedroom and when the door closes, she takes my hand and leads me to sit on the end of our bed.
I watch as she reaches behind her, unzips her dress and slips out of it. Leaving her in a red lace bra, her panties, and high heels. The sight of my woman ravages me, and I want to pounce on her, to pin her down and bury myself inside.
She drops down on her knees in front of me and takes my thick cock out of my pants. Then wraps her hand around it and strokes it gently, sending a jolt of pleasure through my body. Her tongue darts out to wet her lips, and I watch in fascination as the pink tip swishes back and forth. Without a word, she leans forward engulfing my length in her hot wet mouth. My eyes fall shut as her tongue circles my engorged cock, and I groan as she takes me in deeper. She sucks and sucks, making loud wet noises as I feel her throat open and swallow around my head.
I love her fucking mouth.
I thread my fingers in her hair, hold on, and use my grip on her to guide her movements. She moans and I tighten my hold, the vibrations of her throaty moan sends a jolt straight to my balls, but it’s not fair she gets the first taste; I’ve been desperate for her all night.
I lean down and grab her hips, lifting her up. Her mouth leaves my cock and I lay back on the bed, spinning her around so that she is straddling my face. Her underwear is next, I rip them off and throw them across the room. My hands go to her ass, I dig my fingers into the firm flesh and drag her soaked pussy to my mouth. Licking my lips, I plunge my face forward, burying my face in between her legs. A feral moan rips from her throat and she drops her mouth to my throbbing erection, her hair cascading down around me and takes my length down her throat.
Fuck.
I wrap my arms around her thighs, holding her to me, and I devour her. She tries to keep her pace, but I make it impossible. I drag her pussy back and forth across my face and her moans turn to cries as she fights to keep up. I reach up to the cup of her bra and yank it down to take her hard round nipple in my fingers and twist.
She releases my cock from her mouth. “Oh, God! Ren, I’m going to come.” Her voice is strained and desperate.
My body responds to her words and her movements become more frantic, grinding down on my face. It’s sexy as hell, and I lap it up like a starving beast.
“Take my cock again.” I growl, desperate for more. “I want you to come with your mouth around me.”
I don’t have to tell her twice, she takes me in her mouth, and I slip a finger inside her tight wet sex, fucking her relentlessly until she cries out in ecstasy. She’s a mess above me, her moans muffled around my dick.
I love every second of it.
My own orgasm is building, but I want more, I want inside her. I flip her on her back, her body limp from her climax, and drive straight into her. Her body is an endless heaven, never will I get enough. Burying my face in her neck, I thrust harder and faster. She responds, her tight walls clamping down on me, her moans growing louder and more frantic. Our bodies slap together and wetness drips down my legs, pooling between us. I grind against her clit, and she meets every thrust, and I feel the beginnings of my orgasm spread through me.
“I’m coming!" I pant. “Fuck, I’m coming.”
“Yes, yes, yes,” she cries out, her movements desperate.
My orgasm tears through me, and I shudder as it wracks my body, spilling into her. I barely have the strength to move, but wrap my body around her, still locked inside her. She clings to me and kisses my lips as we both come down from our highs.
32
Lilly
Theweekspeedsbylike the wind. Days are spent planning and prepping for anything and everything. All scenarios have a plan, and those scenarios have a plan. Ren’s in and out of the house, always touching base, always keeping me informed. It settles my nerves, even though I am also busy with Winston who’s constantly calling me about the VIP hubs that Ren gave the all clear for. It’s a distraction from what feels like an impending doom rolling over the house.
But come night, when the lights are out, and I am in Ren’s arms, that’s when it really hits hard, because we make love like we’ll never see each other again. Sometimes slow taking our time, sometimes fevered passion, hard and fast.
I can’t speak for him, but I want to commit every part of him to memory. Every taste, every smell, every moan, it’s like a drug, and he ravishes me just as greedily. Releasing all the built-up tension that has seeps into our lives from planning and talking about the when, where, and what if’s.
I’ve been awake and snuggled up in Ren’s arms for hours, my nerves refuse to let me sleep, but I’m not the only one. Ren has been tracing his fingers lightly up and down my arm for just as long. We both know each other are awake, but both holding off the inevitable. The dread that today is the day.