Releasing Riley, I take Jesse’s hard member into my hand and grab his chin with the other. Finally, finally, he sees me. The endless depths behind his eyes are enough to drown anyone. “Hi,” Jesse says, licking his lips. I wet mine in response, aware Riley is scrutinizing every move, every breath, every blink.
“Hi,” I say back.
“I missed you, too. Just for the record,” Jesse says, shocking us. A public display, not just said in front of anyone but spoken in front of Riley Astor.
I lose and catch my breath at the same time, forcing something that sounds like a hiccup. “When did you miss me?” I ask, tone a mere whisper. “We’ve been together.”
“Every time you haven’t been just. Like. This,” Jesse replies, grabbing my ass and pulling me forward. “Get on the bed.” An order I obey because the onslaught of emotions renders me submissive and happy to be ordered what to do. Add in the surreal quality of the entire day, and this is a perfect ending to the past twenty-four hours. It makes sense.
Scooting back toward the pillows, I tease my knees open, knowing they can see everything with the panties I chose. Riley and Jesse approach the foot of the bed. Even now, in the dim light with my heart racing, I feel lucky. I know it doesn’t make sense, but it doesn’t have to. It’s the fact that both these beautiful, savage men want me. They’ve chosen me. At least for the night. I’m cognizant that this way of thinking is dangerous. When I did this for money, I’d sometimes try to trick myself into thinking Johnslovedme just because they chose me for the night. I didn’t know what love was, I know now, and nothing in the movies prepared me for this kind of love, which it no doubt is. It’s dangerous and rough with as much subtlety as an airplane landing. When you know, you know, is the only thing I can think of that forces it to make sense.
“God, you’re beautiful,” Riley says, the top half of his face masked in a shadow. I don’t know what comes next, but I know Jesse will inevitably wait and follow Riley’s lead. Riley’s cock in hand, he lunges forward, holding himself above me with his free hand. “I’m going to kiss you,” he whispers, and I’m thankful his broad shoulder cuts the view of Jesse. This will be easier if I can separate the two men, the two personalities, the two bodies—emotions, everything.
Leaning up, I take his kiss, a possessive claim on my mouth and relief as his light washes away any hesitations I might have. About him, anyway. His fingers are strong inside me, and his warm tongue lashes out against my neck at the same rhythmic tempo. Slamming my eyes shut to take in the moment is a mistake, because it’s then that I feel Jesse crawl into bed beside me. “She is fucking beautiful, isn’t she?” Jesse’s deep timbre forces my eyes open.
Riley’s staring down at me, a fierceness in his gaze that flips my stomach. Jesse takes my chin in his hand, turning my face toward him. He kisses me lightly as I ignore the feeling of the men watching me. Riley continues playing with my clit, but he leans his head down and sucks on a nipple and then the other. I moan into Jesse’s mouth. I grab for their dicks, Jesse’s in one hand and Riley’s in the other. While different in most ways, they’re both steel hard and silky soft.
My stomach flutters as my breaths come quicker. I come for the first time around Riley’s fingers, while Jesse’s tongue fills my mouth. Riley takes my nipple in between his teeth and lightly grazes it as the orgasm rolls through my flushed body. Jerking them both off takes a talent I have yet to master. Kind of like patting your head and rubbing your belly. It’s hard to keep any constant pace from this angle. Jesse pulls away from my mouth, biting my lower lip as he goes. “Suck my fucking dick. Now.”
I swallow hard, still catching my breath.
Riley rolls away to give me space to get onto my hands and knees. Jesse’s smart-ass grin makes my pussy throb one last time before he folds his arms behind his head. I spit on his cock, then do it once more until it’s coated completely and slick when I move my hand over it. I don’t take him into my mouth right away. I tongue his balls and make him squirm. “I didn’t say play with it, Drew,” Jesse groans. “I said suck it.”
“I don’t have a hearing problem,” I retort, bringing one ball into my mouth while flicking it with my tongue. Riley chuckles, and I feel him move behind us on the big bed. “I’ll suck your dick when I’m good and ready.”
Shock flashes across his face before a grin pops up. Riley smacks my ass hard enough to leave a red mark. “Suck his dick, lamb,” Riley says.
Another flutter inside my stomach. His tone is business. It’s hot as fuck. Leaning over, I take Jesse all the way down my throat. My eyes water, but I still don’t gag. I hold it there, swallowing without moving my teeth. Jesse makes a guttural noise, and I peek up to see his eyes closed.
“Yes. Fuck yes. Yes,” he grinds out.
He said suck his dick, and I intend to do it to completion unless I’m stopped. Using my hand, I squeeze just enough and move with my mouth, up and down, only pausing to spit and tongue the sides of his smooth shaft. “Good girl,” Riley says. A moment later, I feel his mouth on my cunt. He’s licking and sucking, his big hands on my ass cheeks, spreading me uncomfortably. My clit feels swollen and touched out, but it doesn’t take much of Riley’s attentions for the build-up to return. Jesse thrusts his hips up off the bed beneath me, wanting me to stay deep. Closing my eyes, I try to focus sucking, but Riley pushes my ass down and I can feel him teasing my cunt with the head of his dick, stretching me open.
“You want it now?” he asks, voice low. “I want to fuck you so hard.”
With Jesse filling my mouth, I make what I think is a noise that sounds like yes. I wiggle my ass and back it up, pressing his thick girth inside me a little more. Moaning as it stretches me, I stop sucking Jesse but continue moving my hand up and down on the base of his dick. I adjust to the size and push back more until I can’t take any more of Riley into me. His hands are aggressively digging into my hips as he pulls out, all the way, then pulls me back onto hot, throbbing cock.
“You’re so fucking tight.” His words are strained, and I preen like I’ve won the prize without having to do much of anything at all. “I dreamed about this,” he says, fucking me a little harder on the next few thrusts. “Every second I wasn’t inside you, I wished I were. Fuck,” he hisses, and satisfaction laces every fiber in my body. “Nothing feels like this. Nobody makes me feel this way.”
More flip-flopping in my belly, except this time it’s because he’s basically inside it with his massive dick. My eyes watering, I pull off Jesse, and spit slides down his balls—I catch it with my tongue before my eyes roll back in my head from the pleasure Riley’s giving me. He has his thumb on my clit and he’s moving it just enough to stimulate it when he slams back into me.
Jesse moves from underneath me and tilts my head up to meet his gaze. “Look at me while he fucks you,” he says, slipping his thumb into my mouth as he holds my chin. Closing my lips around his finger, I suck in, and he pulls his finger back.
“You fuck me, too,” I say, barely able to keep my eyes open. “Fuck me.”
Riley hears, and he pulls out of me and lays down on the bed. “Get on top,” he orders. Gently, I slide down onto his dick and scream out in passion—pure pleasure. “Now lean down. Give me your mouth.”
Kissing him feels different because I was just kissing Jesse. Riley’s lips in a kiss are firmer, more direct where Jesse’s kiss is lazy and wild. He controls my head with his hands, and I feel Jesse behind me, his fingers sliding over my ass. He smacks the other ass cheek, and I cry into Riley’s mouth.
Jesse’s finger slides into my ass, still wet from being licked. This is the part I should be nervous about, but when I slide up Riley’s shaft and Jesse positions the head of his dick, I feel nothing but gratitude and fulfillment. Moving my legs, I try to open my legs farther to give Jesse better access. He pushes into me, and I cry out. Both men pause.
Shaking my head, I say, “I’m fine. It just feels… good. Please fuck me.” Riley makes a noise that vibrates his chest and then my whole body. Jesse fucks me deep and Riley thrusts shallowly. It makes me feel like I’m on a different planet where my body is merely a pleasure vessel. My mouth is against Riley’s, but I can’t kiss him because there’s no focus for that. His skin smells delicious, and I concentrate on taking in the moment with all my senses. It must be Jesse’s hands on my ass and lower back and his sweat on my ass cheeks as he pounds into me over and over.
“I feel so full,” I say. “I’m going to come,” I moan out.
Riley’s tongue darts out and the kiss ignites again. He sucks my tongue.
“Come, lamb. I’m going to come so deep inside you.” His words are low. I know Jesse can’t hear because his pace is frenzied, and his grunts are loud and unbridled. “I love you,” Riley whispers.