“Did I just…?” she gasps. “I mean, did I really?” she asks aloud, almost as though it’s a question to herself.
She lets herself fall back, but keeping her hands gripping my forearms, I feel her shiver with another set of little aftershocks before she exclaims, “Holy Moley. That was incredible!”
I make a humble face, but inside I’m swelling with as much pride as I have hardness for her still.
Anyone would think that she’s never even…
Oh.
Her eyes lock onto mine, and even though she’s smiling, her eyes turn silver with tears that tell me what she’s thinking long before I hear it from her own lips.
“You mean you’ve never even…?” I ask her gently, feeling like the luckiest man alive when she jerks her head from side to side in the negative.
“Not even by myself,” she confesses. Shivering the words as though it’s as much a shock to her as it is to me.
But I don’t think it’s a bad thing, and I’m quick to tell her so.
I just can’t believe someone as stunning as Tina hasn’t had the world falling at her feet.
And with a body like hers, I’m almost concerned she hasn’t been enjoying it herself, to be honest.
I mean, she’s fucking perfect.
Going quiet, she moves to hold me closer, and I cover her with all my warmth. Smothering her like a living blanket.
Feeling her body relax in a way only getting something off her chest as well as out of her system can do.
Totally spent, but already I can feel her curiosity as well as my own need for her hanging heavy in the air around us.
“You don’t mind if I’m…you know…a virgin?” she whispers. My head automatically shaking before I kiss her in reply.
My mind already snapping to more pressing issues.
Like, is claiming my queen on a bale of hay the way I really want to make her mine?
I was picturing a little more luxury for my girl, even though we’re out in the woods acting like animals, it doesn’t mean we can’t be comfortable.
And even though I’m sure I can hold out until we reach the cabin so I can really spoil her and then claim her properly.
The real question is, can she?
CHAPTER THIRTEEN
Tina
Okay, so losing my virginity at twenty probably isn’t going to be as big a deal as I thought it would be.
Actually, come to think of it. I never thought I ever could or even would be anything but a virgin my whole life.
But knowing it’ll be with Mack, and knowing just how fucking amazing he makes me feel?
I’m actually glad I’ve never been with anyone else. Gladder still that only his hands and mouth could give me my first orgasm ever.
Because quite frankly, I don’t think anything else would even come close to the real thing.
Every tiny touch and firm grip from his huge body only makes me want more. And when he scratches one itch, even once, he soothes the biggest one of all.
It only leaves me wanting more of him.
Needing all of him as much as I want to give all of myself to him.
Knowing there could never be anyone else.
But Mack surprises me a little when I finally hear myself tell him the truth.
He doesn’t look annoyed or disappointed by my inexperience.
He doesn’t seem to mind at all.
If anything, he looks like a guy who’s just won the lottery.
And mom’s booby prize weekend away? Well. I feel like I’m the one who hit the jackpot.
I just never would’ve guessed a man like Mack could be so into someone as plain and yeah, even as boring as I am.
But as I look up at him when he lifts his head to study me, I don’t see a man who’s having second thoughts.
And his deep voice reminds me without a shred of doubt that he’s a one-woman man.
He doesn’t do things by half, and this is a forever thing. Not just some roll in the hay.
“I meant what I said, Tina. I want all of you, and forever…I want to…,” he says with renewed intensity, but he stops himself short.
I feel my nails pressing into his arms, my eyes pleading with his to tell me what he really wants.
“You want to what?” I ask, hearing my voice tremble. Feeling a fresh line of warmth rush over my sex as his hard body presses down on it.
He looks like he’s trying to find the right words, wanting to make all this perfect. But he doesn’t have to try so hard.
Everything with Mack has been perfect so far, but I got to say, when he spells it out, I’m kind of shocked, thrilled, and maybe even a little scared by just how serious he really is.
“I want to put a baby in you, Tina. I thought I’d give up all this if it meant I could have you for a single day, but I want to share all of it with you…forever,” he finally says.