“Nah,” Jax waves his hand dismissively. “Nothing inappropriate about suggesting I hold my wife down while you eat her pussy.”
Toni laughs, while my cheeks flush pink. I wonder why I’m the one who’s blushing when it’s the two of them who keep bringing it up, not to mention the fact they’ve actually done it with a woman — lucky gal!
“Besides, I’m driving anyway,” she looks back at her car.
“You can stay in the house if you like,” Jax offers.
Toni arches an eyebrow at me in amusement.
“The main house. Not here,” he warns her.
She laughs softly as she links her arm through mine. “Come on, princess. Show me around this beautiful castle of yours.”
* * *
After dinner,I refill our wine glasses and then take our drinks onto the deck where Jax and Toni are sitting. Jax is in the huge rocking chair and after I put our drinks on the table, he grabs my waist and pulls me to sit on his lap. Wrapping his arms around me, he holds me tight. My dress rides up slightly and I tug it down, conscious of Toni’s eyes on me.
It’s been a lovely evening. We’ve eaten delicious food, drank some good wine and had a lot of laughs talking mostly about Toni’s dating disasters. I suppose it was inevitable that the conversation would eventually turn to sex.
“I met a woman last week who could eat pussy like… I dunno,” Toni waves her hand in the air, “some kind of sex guru. I mean, she made noises come out of my body like I’ve never even heard before,” she ways with a wistful sigh.
“So are you seeing her again?” I ask.
“Nope. She was way too high maintenance for me. Always calling and texting and wanting to know where I was.” She screws her face up in disgust. “I can’t be doing with all that shit. That is not my vibe,” she lets the word vibe roll off her tongue. “Best damn head I ever got though.”
“So you’re giving up the best head of your life because she called and texted too much?” I ask.
“Oh, Lucia,” she says, shaking her head at me. “There will be another. Most women give amazing head. At least the ones I know do. You ever had head from a woman?”
I feel Jax’s arms tighten around me.
“No.”
“You should have tried it before this one married you off for life.”
“I think I can live without it.”
“Think about it,” she sits forward in her seat. “Women know exactly what to do down there. They have all the same equipment you do. They knowexactlywhere the clitoris is. No searching around for it.”
“So do a lot of guys, Toni,” Jax says, his voice a deep rumbling growl.
I wonder if he’s pissed at her, but when I look up at him, he’s smiling. I squirm on his lap as he winks at me, because this man does not need any directions to the clitoris.
Suddenly, I’m feeling hot and a little lightheaded.
“Yeah, but it’s not the same as really knowing the hardware, you know what I mean?”
“My friend, Archer, he’s gay but he’s dated a few women and he told me that guys give the best blow jobs because they know how everything works,” I add, smiling as I think about him and some of the incredibly funny conversations we’ve had - usually over pancakes the morning after one of his dates.
“Or maybe that’s because he’s only attracted to dudes, so he just wasn’t into the women who gave him head?” Jax offers.
“Also true,” I admit with a giggle.
“You should feel a woman’s mouth on you once, Lucia. Just for the experience,” Toni says, but she’s looking at Jax now, not me. “It doesn’t seem fair that your husband here has got to live out all of his fantasies but you don’t.”
“He is all of my fantasies, Toni,” I say with a smile and I mean it.
“And I respect that,” she says with a nod. “Monogamy is not for me, but you two seem happy. All I’m saying is there’s no reason you can’t experience that. Jax could be involved. He can be in complete control.”