“Are you pissed at me? Is that why you’re bringing up this vanilla shit? Are you trying to pick a fight with me?”
She blinks at me. “I’m not trying to pick a fight,” she whimpers as I keep her on the edge.
I narrow my eyes at her. She’s holding something back. Wrapping my hands around the back of her thighs, I lift her slightly and drive in a little deeper. “Jax!” she gasps as tears start to roll down her cheeks.
“You’re not coming until you tell me what’s going on for you, Luce,” I growl as I pull out of her. We stare at each other until the tension becomes too much.
“I’m jealous, okay,” she snaps.
Fuck! I’m such an asshole.
“I don’t mean because you did that,” she wipes her cheeks with the back of her hand. “I didn’t even know you then.”
“Then why, baby? You know you can tell me anything.”
“I’m jealous of the girl you did that with. I mean not of her as a person, but the experience she had with you. I will never have that. Yes, what Toni said sounded hot, but you’re what makes it hot, Jax. You, not Toni,” she sniffs and turns her head away from me. “Ignore me. I’m being silly. I think maybe I had too much to drink.”
I slide my hands from behind her thighs, letting her lie flat on the bed and turn her face back to me, brushing a tear from her cheek. “You are everything to me, Luce.Every-fucking-thing. Do you understand me?”
She nods her head.
“You give me experiences that nobody else ever could or would, baby. I need you to believe that. There has been nothing like this for me. Ever.”
She blinks at me. “I do believe you.”
I lean down and kiss her as I slide back inside her. This is the only thing I can think of right now to prove to her that she is it for me. She is all I’ll ever need. But what if she needs something more? She was so fucking naïve and innocent when it came to sex and then I staked my claim on her and told her no-one would ever touch her again. Was it unfair of me to deny her a chance to go out and do some of the shit that I got to do?
She wraps her arms around my neck and her legs around my waist. “I love you, Jax,” she whispers.
“I love you too, baby.”
“Can you just make me come so hard that I forget about being such a weirdo about this?” She gives me a faint smile.
I kiss her forehead. “You are not a weirdo and yes, baby, I’ll make you come real hard, okay?”
“Okay.” Her smile widens and I sink deeper, determined to give her what she needs.
Chapter11
Lucia
Standing on the deck, I squint in the fading light as I see the car headlights approaching.
“She’s here,” I shout to Jax who walks out to stand behind me, wrapping his arms possessively around my waist. I haven’t forgotten what he said last night about Toni eating my pussy while he holds me down. The memory of the way he talked about it and the images it conjures in my head makes wet heat slick between my thighs. I hope he doesn’t bring it up in front of her though, because I might just die of embarrassment.
“Hey, lovebirds,” Toni says with a grin as she climbs out of the sleek, grey Audi. “How are we tonight?”
“Get your ass in here. You’re late, Moretti,” Jax says to her.
She rolls her eyes. “Is he always like this?”
“Always,” I giggle.
She jogs up the few steps before giving each of us a hug. Then she looks inside the house. “This place is nice,” she whistles.
“Come on in and Lucia will show you around while I get us a drink. Red or white for you?”
Toni winces. “White. But just a small one. I got a little bit wasted last night. I’m sorry if I said anything inappropriate.”