A smile grew on my face as I nuzzled my nose against his. “That’s what packs are for, to be a family who takes care of each other.”
“How did we ever end up with someone as amazing as you?” he questioned, kissing the tip of my nose.
“Nixon,” I ventured.
“Yes, Sweetheart?”
“Will you please fuck me?” I asked, the need roaring in my veins now I’d been filled with one of my Alpha’s cocks.
Nixon caught my lips with his as he pulled back, almost making me think he changed his mind but then he painstakingly slowly entered me again. It was like the most painful torture of my life for him to move so arduously that I shifted my legs and drove my heels into his ass and lifted my hips, slamming myself on his cock. The feeling of it filling me so quickly had me moaning.
“If you want me to fuck you differently, you’re going to have to use your words, Sweetheart,” Nixon warned. “I trusted you. Now you have to trust me when I tell you asking for what you want isn’t being selfish. As your Alpha, I want to give you all that you ask for, but I won’t know what that is unless you tell me.”
“Please, Alpha, I want you to move faster, it’s too slow,” I whined, my Omega needs and instincts overrode my normal trepidations.
Immediately Nixon started to move his hips faster, but it still wasn’t fast enough, or deep enough. “More, I need more. Faster, deeper, I want you to fill me, knot me, and never let me go.”
The frenzy of my emotions made me feel like I was in heat again, but it was something else, there was something else I was craving. I needed Nixon, but even as we were intertwined in the most intimate way it wasn’t enough. My Alpha fulfilled all my wishes pounding into me grunting as we clung to each other. He picked me up off the bed, and my back landed against a wall, it was abrupt but I wasn’t hurt since he had a hand guarding the back of my head.
“I told you, you’d never let me be hurt,” I murmured as that hand placed itself on the wall next to me as he thrust upward.
The weight of gravity pushing me down on him as he moved made it so much deeper. I could feel him starting to swell, and if we kept this up it would be the deepest knot I’d ever taken. My hands held onto his neck, keeping myself steady as I used the wall for leverage to change the angle. Now he was hitting that sweet spot, sending shocks of pleasure coursing through me. I heard a noise and when I opened my eyes, I found Marius with Spencer trapped under his body as he pounded into the Beta.
Spencer’s eyes rolled back as his body bounced under the loving assault. There was something so right about seeing my pack sharing love. I knew Savo and Rafael didn’t feel the need to have anyone else in their life but me, and that was fine. Each person needed a certain amount of love to give or receive that required more than one lover. That’s where the difference was, there was love flowing equally in this room. I found joy and love in seeing my other packmates loving each other.
The world would be a happier place if people didn’t feel constrained in how they loved. My family showed me every day the different kinds of love there could be. Now it was time for me to claim my role and allow that love to grow deeper between us as a pack. The need I’d been feeling that I couldn’t figure out, I knew what it was now. Savo had flipped the switch, and there was no turning back now.
Nixon’s knot started to swell rapidly as he buried his face in my neck, nuzzling into it as if he could sense my desperate desire. “Nixon, claim me. Bond me to you as your Omega. That is what I want right now. I want you to place your mark on me so no one can ever tear us apart,” I said into his ear, baring my neck to him.
His movements became erratic as his hips rutted into me, his knot starting to lock in place. It was time, deep in my soul a small voice was crying out to my Alpha, begging him to complete the connection that had started the day he rescued me in the city. The day he saved my life and brought me to the family I never thought I’d have. It was right that out of these men, he would claim me first, it was time.
With one final thrust, he slammed so deep into me I thought I felt the tip of his cock meet the end of my womb. As his knot expanded and locked me in place his teeth pierced my skin, sending me into a screaming orgasm. Much like with Savo I felt the connection snap into place, but it was stronger, more solid, as it hummed between us. The wash of love and triumph I felt through our bond was incredible.
As my body went limp in his arms, pure satisfaction and contentment made me feel like I was flying, as Nixon brought us back to the bed. He managed to lie down on his back with my body draped over his soaking up all the purrs. Then he began to torture me in the best way possible. With every stroke of his tongue over the mark on my neck I orgasmed around his knot, squeezing every drop of cum out of him.
Chapter 17
Ithappened.Cambriewasours, officially bonded to Nixon in addition to Savo, and I’m sure the rest would soon follow. I couldn’t help but watch our Omega curled up on Nixon’s chest basking in the newly formed bond, as Marius wrapped himself around me next to them.
When Cambrie decided that she wanted it to be just her and Nixon, I couldn’t have agreed more. The two of them needed the chance to experience the first time together, allowing that connection to deepen. Marius and I had been too worked up from the attention of our Omega to just walk away or appreciate the view. Thankfully, I knew that our sweet Little Dove enjoyed watching, leaving me with no shame as I coaxed my Alpha into fucking me as Nixon fucked her.
Now all of us were sated for the moment and enjoying a moment of closeness. Four days might not seem like all that long to be separated, but it was more the not knowing if she was alright, or if we would get her back, that made it seem like an eternity. So being able to just lie here, watching her be cradled in the protective arms of a man I loved as much as I loved her, while another man who held my heart nuzzled the back of my neck, was incredible.
“What are you thinking about so hard?” Marius asked.
Shifting so I was looking at my Alpha, I kissed him, just needing to share the feelings that were bursting out of my heart. “I knew one day we would end up with an Omega since that was something we all wanted, not to mention it would be easier with your position in the government. What I didn’t allow myself to dwell on or dream about was being bonded to you and Nixon. Many Omegas don’t like to share, and they are taught everything should revolve around them. I know you and Nixon love me, not a superficial love but a deep forever love. Yet, there was always some doubt that when we did bring in an Omega if she didn’t want me she’d make you choose.”
Marius brushed a hand down the side of my face, sadness and understanding in his eyes. “This is one aspect I truly hope will change once Omegas are given back the freedom to choose who their pack is. It’s not fair to anyone Alpha, Beta, or Omega alike to be forced into a relationship they don’t really want. If it hadn’t been Cambrie, who clearly loves you as much as we do, I’m not sure I would have been able to bond with them. You are mine Spencer, and an Alpha doesn’t give up what is theirs.”
A hand brushed down my back, and I twisted to see Nixon watching us, clearly having heard what I’d said. “Please know that if I ever gave you that feeling because of my own fear, that was never my intention. You kept trying to tell me that love could be shared and equal between partners, but I didn’t believe any of you.”
Reaching out, I took his hand, giving it a squeeze. “No, it was never something you did or said, because I knew in time you would see the truth. Everyone has fears, I don’t have many but that is one I’ve had to fight for a long time. The curse of being a Beta and the lies they feed us as children about our place in the world.”
Nixon sat up and lifted Cambrie off him and handed her to Marius over me. Rolling away from Marius, I ended up with my back to Nixon as he pulled me tight against his chest. “Just as Marius said, Alphas don’t give up what is theirs,” Nixon murmured, his lips brushing along my neck. “We claim those that hold a treasured place in our lives placing a mark on them, and showing the world they belong to someone and they better not touch.”
His hand drifted down my chest to my stomach, hand splayed wide covering as much of my skin as he could. The other hand gripped my jaw and twisted my head to the side so I was looking into Cambrie’s gaze as she watched our Alpha claim his second bond. I thought the bite would hurt, since typically it was done in the heat of passion but the second Nixon’s teeth marked me I went from limp to rock hard in two seconds.
“Holy fuck,” I gasped, my hips bucking forward.