“Let’s just kiss for a bit. Get worked up again.”
“Hmm, you don’t appear disinterested.”
Okay, so maybe she had stolen a glance of my dick.
“Are you uncomfortable?” I didn’t want to rush her, even if she was the one pushing to have sex. It was my responsibility to slow us down.
“I haven’t seen a guy’s, you know, in person before.”
I cuddled her close. “Why don’t we go to bed. It’s late.”
She frowned. “I ruined the moment for you, didn’t I? I’m sorry.”
“You didn’t ruin anything. I guess I’m just concerned you’re pushing yourself to do something you’re not ready for.”
“But I am ready. Admittedly, almost losing you gave me the push I needed. I’ve wanted this for a while. I don’t want to waste any more time.”
I was right with her on not wasting time. “You didn’t almost lose me.”
“You might’ve known that, but I didn’t. What about tomorrow? What if we never get the chance to have sex?”
“Ava, we will, baby. I promise you, we will.” Her concerns were valid. She even had me second-guessing myself.
“If something happens to you, I’ll die right along with you. I won’t ever trust another man.”
I tilted her chin upward to see her beautiful face. “You won’t die, baby. Sure, you might be sad, but you’ll mourn me, then you’ll keep living.”
“Are you kidding me? Might be sad? I’ll be devastated, Drew. Utterly, completely devastated. I can’t lose you.”
“Oh, Ava…”
“Now you’re mocking me.” She shoved me in the chest to push me away.
No dice. She’d never be able to get rid of me. She was mine.
“Hey, I’m sorry.” I pressed my lips to her forehead. Upsetting her hurt me as much, if not more, than it did her.
“I just wanted to be with you the way I dreamed of,” she whispered.
Her honesty pierced my heart. I was a weak man when it came to her. “I want the same.” I captured her lips again. It didn’t take much before her body melted into mine. I was still hard and ready to go. All I needed was to get my girl begging for my cock.
I rolled onto my back, pulling her on top of me. If she wanted more, she needed to take control. I’d be happy holding her through the night. There was no rush to have sex, though I’d thoroughly enjoy it if we had some under-the-sheet action.
My cock poked her ass. She didn’t appear freaked out, sitting on me. I held my breath just the same, feeling her warm pussy on my stomach and watching her like a hawk for an adverse reaction.
“Um, one problem. I’m not as wet as I was a bit ago. I can’t do this dry like the—”
I put my finger on her lips. “Shh, don’t think about that time. When you’re with me, it’s only you and me. Understand, Ava?” My tone came out firmer than I’d intended.
“Yes, Drew. I understand.”
“Good. I can help get you wet and loose.”
Her baby blues brightened. “Really? How?” Her innocence killed me. Guys like me didn’t get girls like her. I would handle her with the utmost care, protect her, and love her with every cell in my body.
“With your permission, can I touch you?” I moved my hand toward her pussy.
“Touch me how?”