And I never fucking begged for anything.
“Fuck, I want you, Jaynee,” I muttered into her mouth.
“My break is almost over.”
“I’m the boss. I’ll tell you when it’s over.” I kissed down her neck, sucking and gently biting. It took every ounce of strength to fight my desire to fuck her on the spot. I sensed she might let me. But I didn’t want our first time to be in my office or a quickie.
“Do you have a no-fraternization policy? Will I get in trouble for making out with the boss?”
“No policy, and no, you won’t get into trouble.” I ran my hand down between her thighs.
“Okay, good.” She cradled my face and kissed me wildly, pushing her pussy into my hand.
Fuck yes!
A loud knock on the door startled us.
Fuck no!
“Lynx, we got a kitchen situation,” Dodge called through the door.
“Fuck. Worst timing, brother.”
“Sorry.”
Jaynee made a sad face.
I dropped a kiss on her addictive lips. “Spend the night with me?”
“But what about Sadie?”
“We’ll figure it out. Just say you’ll stay with me.” I couldn’t seem to stop kissing her.
“I’ll think about it.” She pushed me back.
“Don’t overthink, Jay.”
“If I only act on my emotions, I might end up with a broken heart.”
Me and her both.
“Yo, Lynx.” Dodge pounded on the door. “The cook is having a fit. You know how he gets when his gas stove is acting up.”
“Christ. I’ll be right there!” I reeled Jaynee in for a hug, hating that I had to let her go. “I’m the only one who can ever fix it.”
“Let’s go. I need to get back to work anyway.”
I had a feeling she wasn’t going to stay with me tonight. Part of me was relieved. Forever wasn’t written in the stars for me. It would be wrong to give Jaynee false hope. The other part of me wanted to fight for the future I dreamed of having. I could see Jaynee and Sadie in it. We were happy…
I was a family man.
Fuck, I didn’t know what to do.