Breck’s brain derailed. He’d never felt such pleasure.
And this man above him, so deep inside him, was creating it all.
Breck watched him moving in euphoric wonder. And as the candlelight danced, he saw stars glittering in Kai’s midnight eyes. The starkness of their beauty entranced him, even as his body feverishly primed to ignite. Even as the rest of Kai’s handsome features said he was right on Breck’s heels.
“Kai,” he gasped.
“Breck,” Kai breathed.
The storm intensified.
He clutched Kai’s sides, fingers digging into flesh.
“Fuck—” he panted, still wholly spellbound by Kai’s starry eyes.
Kai shuddered, his chest heaving, his hips thrusting. “Let go, handsome lover,” he rasped. “Let go and come with me,now.”
As if his words had pushed some internal button, as if his erotic command had flipped some switch, Breck’s whole body utterly submitted then violently shattered to bits.
Cum shot between their bodies. Kai cursed and shoved to the hilt. And, God, just the sight of him trembling and shaking had Breck splintering even worse. Not to mention the feel of Kai’s dick bucking deep in his ass.
Never in his existence had he been rocked so thoroughly. Never had another ever given him such bliss. And as he rode out this maelstrom of ecstasy, he was sure of one thing beyond a shadow of a doubt. He’d just found heaven and wasneverleaving.
—TWENTY-ONE—
Kai stared down at Breck, breathless and brimming with emotion, marveling with a wonder he wasn’t sure he’d ever experienced before.
He couldn’t believe how different this was to when he’d communed with previous partners. This hadn’t just been a sharing of passion, nor even an exchange where he’d opened up the gates to his sacred energy. This had been a mutual offering up of hearts.
Thing was, he’d always thought he’d experienced that with Ryan, back when he believed he loved the man and that Ryan had loved him. But this was like night and day. No comparison whatsoever, in any way. With Ryan, he’d just been playing the part, manning his side of their joint façade. Ryan never loved him, but he’d never loved Ryan, either—justthoughthe had. Until now, he hadn’t even known what love actuallywas.
But as he peered into Breck’s dark, sated gaze, his heartbeat quieting as they caught their breath, he understood that what he was seeing, what he wasfeeling, transcended all past experiences. From the moment they’d hit his bed, they’d been one. Not just physically, but in mind and spirit, too. They’d come together,merged their energies, in intimate unification. Breck had been inside him just as much as he’d been in Breck. He’dfeltthe beat of Breck’s powerful heart dancing in harmony with his.
It’d been beautiful.
Staggering.
Wondrous.
He’d never felt so safe to just let go. To drop every last reservation and just give in.
And Breck had felt the same way, Kai was sure of it. The vibes he’d been throwing the entire time had said he had every intention of being there for the long haul.Never had someone been sopresentwith Kai in all of his life.
Smiling, he collected Breck’s hands, twining their fingers on either side of Breck’s head. Then he settled down atop his body and reclaimed his mouth.
Breck grinned against his lips, his breathing still ragged. “Your stamina’s ridiculous. I’m starting to think you’re not of this world.”
Kai chuckled and continued to languidly kiss him, completely satiated and still snugly buried inside his lover’s warmth. Without question, he could stay like this forever, replete and basking in the glow of their first-ever love making.
Languorous moments later, Breck eased back, his head on the pillow, and eyed Kai with a look that nearly made Kai laugh. His handsome young monarch was still entirely perplexed. Still wanted answers that Kai had yet to provide.
“So… you seriously never came till the end? I could’ve sworn you did the first time I busted… and then even a couple more times after that …” He searched Kai’s gaze, his brows drawn together.
Kai tamped a laugh, gave him an endearing smile, then leaned close and murmured against his ear. “Oh, I did come,jeja. Several times. How could I possibly hold back when so deep inside your tight… slick… depths?”
Breck shivered but then stilled a heartbeat later. “Well, then how…” He clearly didn’t even have the words.
Kai outright laughed that time, pulling back again to enjoy Breck’s expression. Such bafflement in those beautiful eyes. “It’s called tantra,” he finally divulged with a smile. “Or tantric sex, to be exact.”