“Say yes! Say yes!” Lily shouted.
I couldn’t say anything, my mouth hanging open. Alex was giving me his crest. From what I’d learned about Velerions in the game, they didn’t do anything by half. If Alex said this, he meant it. In the game, anyway.
“It’s just a game,” I murmured, feeling all of a sudden sad. This was just part of the game. Playing. He wasn’t real. I wasn’t real. None of this was real. I would have to go to bed, get up and go to work and load up my truck. Just like every other day. Alex and his sexy eyes and hot muscles would forever be on a flat screen.
I wanted Alex for real. I wanted to hear him tell me the same words himself. Mean them. I wanted him to want me. Love me. I wanted to be the awesome, amazing, kick-ass version of myself I saw on the screen. Not this… alone-on-a-Friday-night drinking-soda-in-stained-pj’s me.
“Just a stupid game,” I repeated as the man of my digital dreams stared at me and waited.
“So?” Mia countered. “Accept. I mean, you made him. He’s your ideal, even if it is just a game. If you accept, then when we start again next week, he’ll still be your wingman.”
I did want to keep playing with him. The idea of having to make another pairing was sad. Although I was sure I’d choose the exact same specs again because Alex was my ideal. But according to all the gamer chat rooms online, it wouldn’t matter.
I pressed the X button on my controller to accept.
A large crest appeared beside Alex. As I watched, the holographic crest rotated, shrank in size, and moved to emblazon the chest of my avatar’s brand-new Starfighter uniform. Both avatars turned to face the screen as an official-sounding narrator’s voice filled my headset. “This is General Aryk of Velerion. Congratulations, Starfighters. Your successful bond has been recorded in the Hall of Records at the Citadel. It is my honor to bestow upon you the rank and privileges of Velerion Starfighters.”
On-screen, Alex pulled me into his arms and kissed me like there was no tomorrow. I had never wanted anything to be real more in my entire life. Mia and Lily, whom I’d screen shared with, were fussing and clapping and enjoying the moment with me.
A faint buzzing noise came through the screen, and I stopped to listen. Mia and Lily went silent as we waited.
The screen flashed. A moment later General Aryk appeared in the middle, and the screen zoomed in on his face. He smiled, and I had to admit if I weren’t all about Alex, Aryk was smoking hot as well. “Welcome, Starfighter, to Velerion.”
Huh?
The screen made a popping noise and went black.
I frowned.
“What happened? That was one hell of a kiss,” Lily complained.
“I don’t know.” I climbed from my chair and turned the game system off and on again. Checked the screen’s power chord. “That’s weird. It’s like my entire system shorted out.”
“That’s okay,” Mia said. “I have to get some sleep. Lily, I’ll see you in chat tomorrow to start a new game where it’s my turn to finish my training. Okay?”
“Can’t wait!” Lily called to her, but we both knew Mia had already disconnected.
I sighed. Relieved and a little bit wistful. “Well, we did it.”
“We did.” I could hear the smile in Lily’s voice. “Like Mia said, new game next weekend? We should all be official Velerion Starfighters by then.”
“Sounds good. Can’t wait to see if Alex is still my wingman.”
“Lucky you! Maybe you’ll get some on-screen sexy times now that you married an alien.”
“I did not marry an alien.”
“Bonded? Recorded in the Hall of Records? Sounds like you’re married to me.”
“You’re crazy. You know that?”
She laughed. We said good-bye, and I grabbed my empty soda can, chips, and the water bottle I kept next to my gaming chair.
Now that the adrenaline rush of that last battle was wearing off, the long workday was taking its toll. My feet and shoulders ached, my hands were still shaking, and I couldn’t stop thinking about that on-screen kiss.
If only.
I made quick work of my bedtime routine and was asleep the moment my head hit the pillow. I was usually a light sleeper, and I wasn’t sure how long I was out when something loud woke me.