“Say it.”
“I’m a virgin,” she whispers. “Take my virginity, Maddox.”
I’m not sure I’m going to last that long if I have to keep watching her. I reach up, squeezing her tit so hard she bucks against me, the muscles in her taut tummy flexing as her hips gyrate on mine.
“Oh god,” she gasps, grinding hard and fast, the slick sounds of her cunt filling the room with her breathy cries. “Maddox, I’m going to—”
“Oh fuck,” I choke out. “Fuck, slow down, little girl. I—”
I’m about to fucking cum all over us both, but my animal need to rut her like a fucking bitch in heat is interrupted by the quiet rattle of a door closing down the hall. A bucket of ice water replaces the sweat coating my skin, and my hands freeze on Rae’s hips. She’s still moving, obviously not having heard my brother moving in the house. But I heard.
Oblivious to the sound, lost in her own gasping, panting, moaning little cries as she climaxes, she keeps grinding her clit against my frenulum as she cums.
“Maddox,” she gasps, pumping her cunt against me, using my cock to get off like a greedy little slut. Her tits bounce, my handprint still marking one of them where I fisted her flesh. She throws her head back, her damp hair tumbling down her back, swaying with her rolling hips. “Oh god, Maddox, I love you.”
If hearing my brother’s door close didn’t kill the fucking bird brain that runs on instinct, her words sure as fuck do. I didn’t even fuck her, and she’s already using a word that no girl in the world has any business even thinking when it comes to me.
I shove her off me, sitting up and swinging my legs off the couch. “Grow the fuck up,” I snap. “What are you, twelve?”
“I—I’m sorry,” she blurts, looking so stunned I think she’s about to fucking cry. Her panties are still askew, and I can see her glistening wet cunt, swollen and flushed red after her release, begging to be pounded hard and deep by a cock she’ll never forget. “I didn’t mean it. It just came out.”
“And this is why I didn’t want to fuck you.” I stand and yank my pants up over my dick. “You can’t handle adult shit. You’re a fucking child, Rae.”
“You’re mad at me?” she asks incredulously, sitting up and adjusting her shorts to cover that cunt that makes me lose my head. “Because I said something stupid when I came?”
“Because you climbed on me like my dick is community property,” I say. “You want to use someone’s dick so bad, go buy a fucking dildo.”
She swallows, and her voice is small when it comes out. “I thought you wanted to.”
“Why?” I demand. “Because I fuck a lot of girls, so I must want to fuck them all? I must want to fuckyou?”I bite out a bitter laugh, leveling her with my coldest glare.
“I’m sorry,” she whispers, pulling her shirt up over her tits that are so fucking gorgeous I want to bite them and fuck them and fuck her into the ground until she disappears into it like a corpse. Maybe then I could believe she was a fucking ghost who was never here at all. Then I could go back to being the asshole I always was instead of the one who just stabbed his twin brother through the throat like an animal that doesn’t even know the meaning of the wordloyalty. Rae brings out that side of me, the side that’s ruled by wild, animal passion. I’ve never been this man before, and I don’t want to be him now.
“You can’t just take whatever you want when you want it and think there are no consequences,” I grit out, glaring down at her. “That’s not how life works, little girl.”
“I’m the same age as you,” she snaps, her eyes shining with anger and humiliation.
“You’re a virgin,” I say flatly. “You might as well be a child.”
“And how am I supposed to change that without actually, you know, having sex?” She sounds mad, but when she stops speaking, she bites down on her trembling lip. I know I’m killing the sexy as fuck tigress who climbed on me with such bold assurance, but I don’t have a choice. I need her to know with certainty that this isn’t an option. She can’t do this shit again. If she does, I don’t think I’ll be able to stop her.
As much as it kills me that this will never happen, it would kill Lennox if itdidhappen. Accepting the truth of it, that it’s just not in the cards for us, is best for all of us.
“Go fuck someone else,” I say, gesturing to the door. “There’s a whole fucking school full of guys who would fight to the death to bust a nut in a sexy little virgin like you.”
“Guy whoyoutold to stay away from me,” she bites out.
“I take it back,” I say. “If you’re so fucking horny, go jump on their dicks like the slut you are. What do I care? I wouldn’t fuck a desperate virgin like you if you paid me. You don’t even know where a dick goes. You probably think what we just did is fucking.”
I stalk off when I see the first fat tear roll down her cheek. Fuck if she’s going to draw me in again, get me with her tears and her quivering lip and her big, hurt, hazel eyes. Fuck if I’m going to be the one who falls for it, the one who tears apart our family. I may not have a single moral in my stupid animal brain when it comes to her, but she’ll never break the bond I have with my own blood.
twenty-eight
Lennox North
I seethe as I fumble in the top drawer in the dark. I don’t think. I only feel. Red hot rage pulses in my temples. I fit a bullet into the chamber, then hesitate before I dip my hand back in, fingering the smooth, rounded tips. After a moment, I fit a second one into the gun.
They were fucking.