I’m still trembling and shaking, pulses fluttering through me, when Maddox turns and kisses my sweaty temple. “Dios mio, woman,” he says through labored breaths. “I don’t think I can call you little girl anymore. You cum like a fucking porn star.”
Lennox pulls his finger out and slides a hand around the curve of my backside and down into my crack.
“Use my cum,” Maddox says, scooting back.
The sticky wetness of his cum on my back is instantly cold when it hits the air, but my body’s so feverish with heat and sweat that it feels good. Lennox smears his finger through it, then scoots in, tugging my knee over his hip to secure me against him. I gasp when he pushes his slick finger against the knot of my rear entrance. I tense, and he groans and pushes hard, breaching the opening and sinking his finger all the way in. It feels so weird, and I’m so shocked, I don’t even move.
“You’re taking us so well,” Lennox says, pumping in and out, fucking my asshole with his finger while his brother’s finger is still inside my cunt. “You feel so fucking good. Do we feel good to you, Sunshine?”
“Yes,” I whisper, my face heating at the admission. But god, it does, once I adjust to the new sensation.
“Good,” he says, thrusting harder, his jaw going tight. “Because in a minute I’m going to ram my cock in this dirty little hole and wreck your virgin ass while Maddox rips open your virgin cunt and fucks it raw at the same time. Our mother’s just in the other room, so you better not fucking scream. You keep your pretty mouth shut, or we’ll slit your throat before we fill every hole in your body with cum and then bury you in the backyard.”
I start to struggle, but Maddox pulls his hand from between my legs and clamps it over my mouth. I can smell myself on his hand with each frantic breath I draw as he holds my head with both hands while Lennox keeps elbowing my knee aside when I try to close my legs. He pushes his hips in close, and I cry out behind his brother’s hand when I feel the head of Lennox’s hard cock nudging at my entrance.
I squeeze my eyes closed, tears spurting from my lids.
“Let me see those pretty hazel eyes, and I might go easy on you,” Lennox croons, his finger pumping hard and fast into my ass.
I open my eyes, blinking away tears of terror, my mouth still silenced by his brother’s bruising grip. I make a muffled sound of fear, my breaths heaving, my back crushed to the wall of Maddox’s massive chest. Lennox groans and pushes forward, the head of his cock straining against my tightness before slipping in my wetness and grinding up through my slit.
“Oh fuck yeah,” he manages before his hips jerk in a spasm. He grabs his cock, aiming it and letting warm, sticky liquid flow from the tip and over my clit, down through my slit, my folds, bathing my pussy in his cum.
Maddox releases my mouth and leans up on his elbow, pulling my knees open to watch. I burn with humiliation as he slides his hand down the inside of my thigh and spreads my pussy open, watching cum trickle through my folds. Lennox pushes the head of his cock firmly against my entrance again, squeezing a drop inside me when his cock throbs again. They both groan at the same time, and I feel Maddox’s cock nudge against my back again, already hard a second time.
“Let me fuck it into her,” Lennox says, straining against my entrance until I feel the slick head stretching me. “I want to fuck her to death.”
Maddox shoves his shoulder, pushing him back. “Not tonight,” he snaps. Then he slicks his finger through Lennox’s cum and slides it deep inside me with one strong, powerful thrust. His thumb slicks rhythmically over my clit while the finger inside me crooks forward, stroking the spot inside me that makes stars appear in my vision. Lennox ads a second finger and grinds the other one deep in my ass at the same time. Soul crushing shame crashes over me as I lose control of my body and cum again, whimpering and sobbing with humiliation even as my limbs tremble and my core clenches and pulses around their fingers.
When I’m done, Lennox rolls away with a chuckle, letting his hand rest on his chest as it rises and falls with his rapid breathing. “That was fucking hot,” he says to the ceiling. “The way you looked at me made me goloco, Rae.”
The credits are rolling on the movie that we stopped watching a long time ago.
A shuddering sob escapes me, my body quaking, my cheeks aching from Maddox’s grip.
“Fuck,” Maddox says, relaxing his grip on my head and releasing my knee. “Vení.You good,o qué?”
He strokes back my hair and kisses just in front of my ear, trying to roll me so he can see my face. I cover it with both hands, curling into a ball. I can feel his cum on my back, but it doesn’t feel hot and dirty anymore. I can feel Lennox’s cum wetting my pubic hair and trickling down my hips crease in both directions. My ass is sore, and my core feels achy and raw from their fingers.
“Vení, Rae,” Lennox says, rolling toward me and stroking my arm. “Don’t be upset. I didn’t mean any of that. It’s just something that gets me off,si?I thought you knew.I told you to trust me, that we weren’t going to fuck you. I mean, I wanted to. God, I wanted to cum inside you just now, even if I just put the tip in…”
I don’t say anything because for one, how would I know to trust that promise when afterwards he started saying other horrible things he was going to do to me. Secondly, I’m too humiliated by my response, crying like a stupid little virgin, to even show my face.
“Asshole,” Maddox says, shoving Lennox before lying back, pulling me into his arms. I curl into him and breathe in the stormy summer smell of his skin, seeking some comfort, even if it’s from the people who hurt me. “Listen,mi cariña, you’re not a crew girl. I wouldn’t let my brother hurt you any more than anyone else. You’re safe here. We just wanted to make you feel good.”
“I’m sorry,” Lennox says. “I should have gone to sleep without getting off. I just felt you coming, and it felt so good, I wanted to do it too. But I’d never hurt you. I promise.” He scoots in on the other side, and they cocoon me between them like something precious.
I begin to relax, but I can’t turn my mind off. When they’re both asleep, I wriggle out from between them and pull on the pants Lennox lent me. Then I creep to the door. I step outside and hesitate. The rain has stopped, and the grass sparkles with a thin layer of ice. If I pull the door closed behind me, it’ll lock. I won’t be able to go back if things are shitty at home.
But this isn’t my house.
After a few hours of distance, I feel stupid and naïve for freaking out about their treatment. I came. Maddox came. Of course Lennox should be able to come too. It’s not fair to be mad about it. They did all that for me. I know if I were anyone else, a crew girl or even Scarlet, they would have fucked me. But they didn’t because I said I wasn’t ready. They respected that. I’m grateful they distracted me from my fears, that they made me cum so hard I think my soul left my body for a minute.
I’m grateful they took me in when they saw what Lee had done, without me even having to say it. Maddox saw my bruise-free body at school earlier, so he knew the marks were new, and he put it together and spared me the humiliation of trying to explain it. Lennox gave me clothes and made me feel comfortable. And yeah, his dirty talk was rough, but what did I expect? They’re in a gang, for fuck’s sake. They gangbang girls to initiate them into their Murder of Crows.
I’m not one of those girls, though. I don’t know what I was thinking, how I let myself get so carried away, so hypnotized by their touch. I know better now.
I run across the lawn, the ice-glazed grass crunching under my bare feet, and let myself in the back door. Then I sneak up to my room and change into my own pajamas, not sure if Lee is home. He’d murder me if he saw me in a boy’s pajamas, if he knew what I let them do to me.