“Good,” I say. “Do not forget.”
“And you say I’m bossy?”
I smile and press my body against hers, pinning her between me and the car. She immediately lets out a small moan when she feels how hard I still am.
Leaning down so our lips are almost touching, I say, “Why is it so hard to let you go?”
She doesn’t say anything, but I hear her sharp intake of breath when I slide one hand up her inner thigh, letting my fingers brush lightly against her skin before running a finger over her soaked panties.
“Fuck, Belova, are you always this wet?”
“Only when I’m around you,” she says, arching her hips for me.
I nudge a finger under her panties, unable to resist sliding inside her. When her pussy immediately clenches around me, I let out a groan and finger her slowly as I give her bottom lip a soft bite before sucking it in.
Her hands grip my shoulders, and the soft whimpers coming from her are the most beautiful thing I’ve ever heard. I speed my finger up, making sure to hit her clit with every stroke, and when I know she’s close, I stop my hand, cupping her pussy before pulling my head back.
“No, no, no,” she begs. “Please don’t stop.”
I smile and kiss the tip of her nose, sliding my hand out of her panties. “Now you are miserable like me,” I say with a wink.
She lets out a frustrated groan and lightly smacks my arm. “That’s not fair!”
Bringing my glistening fingers to my mouth, I watch her as I slowly lick them clean. Her eyes never leave my tongue, and I know she’s thinking about my mouth on her pussy. I let out a groan at how fucking good she tastes, and when I’m done, I grab her hand and hold it against my cock.
“Do you feel how much I want you?”
She moans and gives a quick shake of her head.
“This is for you,” I say, rubbing her hand over the entire length of me. “Only you, so no more worrying about waitresses or anyone else. You understand?”
“Yes,” she moans, massaging me with her hand, making it nearly impossible for me to keep talking.
“Get in car, Belova, and come back to me tomorrow, but make sure you are ready for this first. Do not come to me until you are.” I lean down and lick my way up her neck, giving her earlobe a soft bite before saying, “Once I fuck you, you are mine. Do you understand? I will not share you. Make sure that is what you want before you come back to me.”
“That’s all I’ve ever wanted,” she says, but I’m still hesitant to let myself fully believe it.
“If you feel the same tomorrow, I will be here.”
I cup her face, giving her a gentle kiss before backing away so she can get in her car. My hands instinctively clench as I force myself to let her go. It feels completely wrong. I tell myself it’s crazy, that I barely know her, but it’s there all the same. I ignore every instinct I have and watch her drive away.
The walk back to the club is a lonely one. I miss her presence, the feel of her, the sight of her, everything. I feel like a lovesick idiot, and that’s exactly what Nikolai says when I walk back into the Red Wolf.
“You’ve got it bad,” he says, patting me on the back.
It feels good to speak Russian again. Despite Gina’s ridiculously cute attempt at mimicking me, I speak English fluently, even if I do still have an accent. Russian is what I prefer, though.
“I don’t know what the fuck you’re talking about,” I say, shrugging his hand off.
He laughs and follows me up to my apartment. Without asking, he walks in and immediately pours two drinks, handing one to me. Despite the played-to-death stereotype of Russian’s drinking vodka, I do enjoy a drink every now and then, and I could sure use one now. I hate to wipe the taste of Gina’s pussy from my mouth, but it can’t be helped.
Nikolai eyes the couch as if he can sense what just happened up here. “Did you fuck her?”
I’m not surprised by his bluntness. We’ve known each other far too long and been through too much shit to tiptoe around anything. He’d saved my life when we were younger, and he’s the closest thing to a brother I have left.
“No,” I tell him, pouring another drink for myself before sitting down. It’s not near as enjoyable sitting here without Gina’s naked body curled against me.
Nikolai raises an eyebrow. “Why not? Something obviously happened between you two.”