Her arms go around my back, and she holds on as she brings her lips to my shoulder, kissing along my skin while I continue teasing her breasts.
She arches into me, alternating between raising her chest and her hips to grind against my jeans.
Needy.
I release her, grabbing her leotard and pull it off the rest of the way. The fabric glides against her hips, and I pull her underwear along with it. It slides down her smooth, pale thighs, down to her ankles. I toss her leotard into the sand, covering her naked body with my own. Her skin is warm against mine, and I press my naked chest to hers.
"Take your pants off," she whispers. "I want you."
Her needy voice springs me into action, and I grab a square package from my pocket before I unbutton my jeans and shimmy out of them, wiggling them down my legs and kicking them into the distance.
She stares at the square package, a little hesitation filling her features.
"Are you sure?" I ask suddenly. "We don't have to if you don't want to." Fuck, I hope she doesn't back out now. I think I'd have to jack off for a week straight if she turned me down.
She shakes her head. "I want to." She grabs the package from my hand, ripping it open with her teeth. She takes out the slimy condom, cringing at the stickiness of the rubber.
"How do I…? She looks up at me, confusion in her features at the weird circle.
I take it from her, knowing I've spent enough time in my room practicing on myself to do it with no issues. I'll show her another time.
I push up, pinching the tip as I roll the condom down my length. She watches, enthralled, until it’s secured at my base. I look back at her, and hesitation lines her features once again.
"I'm not hesitating. I know you're about to ask again," she says, wrapping her hands around my back and pulling me against her. "I'm scared, but I'm not going to back out."
"It's going to hurt. It's going to hurt you, not me. Do you understand that?"
She nods. "I don't care. I want it to hurt. And I want you to be the one to make it hurt."
"I don't want to hurt you."
"You'll help the pain go away, too. Don't you know? You always make me feel better in the end."
I nod, breathing through my nose as I stare down at her. "I love you."
"Now and always," she murmurs.
I grab my length, positioning it between her legs and push my hips forward. My tip enters before it meets a barrier, and I watch as Luna starts wincing, pain lining her face and filling her gray eyes. I bring my hand up, wiping her dark hair from her forehead that's fallen from her bun.
"Tell me to stop," I whisper.
"Keep going." She leans up, pressing her lips to mine. "Don't stop," she mumbles against my lips, her voice choked, pained.
I press forward again, feeling like I'm stuck at a wall that I can't get through. I push harder, giving one small shove and break through the barrier, sinking in deep. Luna lets out a cry, tears flooding her eyes and flowing down her temples.
I bring a hand up, wiping the wetness away from her cheeks as I keep still.
"Move. Please move."
"I don't want to hurt you," I groan. Her warmth and tight walls envelop me completely. I could come just from sitting in her like this. It's been a long time. Eighteen long years of me not having sex, and at this point, just looking at Luna could make me fire off like a fucking rocket.
I do as she asks, though, pulling out until only my tip is inside of her. I see my cock painted red from her cherry. A part of me loves it, that I’ve taken a part of her no one else has. That she’s given herself to me, and only me. It will always only be me. Us. Another part of me hates that I’ve given her this pain, that I’m making her bleed. I bury that part of me deep, not wanting my worries to taint this moment.
I plunge back in slowly. The friction makes me grit my teeth, the sensations too much. I want to stop and pound into her like a fucking animal. I want to ravage every single inch of her.
Her whimpers eventually turn into soft moans, and her nails scoring my back soften, the tips of her fingers pressing me closer until not an inch of air separates us.
"Feels good," she moans, searching for my lips. I press mine against hers, speeding up. My toes dig into the sand, gaining momentum and quickening my pace until I'm pounding into her, sand flying around us while we make love in our secret area.