Dane squirmed until he could roll onto his knees, his face down and his ass in the air.Walker slapped it, hard enough to make his open palm sting.“Did I tell you to do that?”
“No, sir.”He quickly flipped over so he was flat on his back, waiting for Walker’s next command.
“That’s better.I want you this way, face to face.”So it was impossible to forget who he was with and hopefully to erase Joy’s ghost from his fantasy.
Walker hooked his hand beneath one of Dane’s knees and lifted until he was open to Walker’s advance.Then he grabbed the lube and slathered some on Dane’s hot hole before giving his dick a thick coating too.He wasn’t feeling especially patient and the last thing he wanted was to injure his partner.
Although he feared he already had in other, more complicated, ways.
Walker relished the seconds where his troubled thoughts receded and pure pleasure replaced them, taking up the empty room in his mind.He fit the tip of his cock to Dane’s ass, then fisted the guy’s hard-on as he pressed inward, connecting them once again.
The first few inches he fed Dane made both of them shout with the intensity of the sensations bombarding them.
Dane put his hand up, caressing Walker’s chest and then his abs, promising with that single touch that he was onboard, ready for more.He would take everything Walker could give him and then some.
Walker didn’t deserve that kind of loyalty, but he would accept it anyway because he was a shitty, selfish person.
He slid deeper, working his way in until he bottomed out in Dane’s ass.
Dane groaned and reached for his own erection, but Walker shoved his hand away so he could do the honors instead.He wrapped his fingers around Dane’s long dick and stroked it, matching the pace of his pumping to the glides of his hips, fucking Dane inside and outside simultaneously.
“Fuck.It’s been a while since we did this.I’m not going to last long.”Dane scrunched his eyes closed before opening them, piercing Walker with his stare.“Do it.Fuck me.Hard and fast, like I like it.”
“Likewelike it.”Walker needed Dane to understand that he got off on this just as much as his friend.It wasn’t like he was doing this as some kind of sick favor or because the other guy was a convenient hole to bang.
He was a jerk, but he wasn’t that cold.
Walker leaned forward and sank his teeth into Dane’s shoulder.They’d been through some shit together and had a bond he thought was unbreakable.That didn’t mean he planned to test that theory any time soon.If he scared Dane off, he’d have officially lost everyone he’d ever cared about.
Dane’s arms came around Walker, holding him tight, grounding him as he began to thrust in earnest.Dane rocked his hips up to meet Walker, making him sure that Dane welcomed every plunge of his cock.
With that assurance, Walker did his best to satisfy them both.He rode Dane, burying himself as completely as he could in the other man’s body, connecting them as tightly as possible.And when Dane shuddered beneath him, he knew they were both riding a razor’s edge of pleasure too intense to go on forever.
“Yes.Yes.”Dane dug his fingers into Walker’s shoulders.The minor pain spurred him on.“Like that.Just like that.Don’t stop.”
If he didn’t, he was going to tip over into bliss.
Walker didn’t care.Because he knew that Dane would join him there in that place where all thinking stopped and only feeling existed.
He charged ahead, his pelvis smacking Dane’s ass hard enough that the other man scooted up the bed until his head was at an awkward angle against the wall.Neither of them stopped.
Dane’s ass got even tighter on Walker’s cock, if that was possible, as his entire body gathered in preparation for his orgasm.Walker knew just the way to trigger it too.
He let himself fall first.
Walker fucked Dane with a flurry of movement that surprised himself.He pounded into his partner, grateful to be paired with someone who loved it every bit as much as he did when they got out of control like this.This was a side of himself he could never show to Joy.
Joy.
Shit.Not now.
But once he thought of her, he couldn’t keep his imagination from running wild.His entire body jerked as the stray thought propelled him into climax.And as come blasted from his cock, filling Dane, all Walker could think of was the night Joy had been between them as all three of them had reached this peak—no, one even higher—together.
Dane spasmed then too, as Walker’s hot seed washed over him.His cock jerked in Walker’s fist a moment before he made a mess of his chest and abdomen with his own powerful release.
Walker rubbed him with the long, languid strokes Dane preferred when he came, drawing out the rapture for as long as he could, while still jabbing into Dane’s ass with short plunges that bottomed him out in the other man.
And after their climaxes passed, he finally relaxed, smothering Dane, who didn’t seem to mind.
When they could think and breathe again, Dane asked, “Did you just call me Joy?”
“Hell no.You must be hearing things.”Walker grunted as he withdrew from the sanctuary of Dane’s body and turned away, rolling to his side so he faced the wall and not his best friend.
“I miss her too, Walker.Bad.”He put his hand on Walker’s shoulder and squeezed.“Maybe we should email her.Invite her out to visit now that we’re settled.Smooth things over.The way we left—”
“Was the way it had to be.Nothing’s changed, and I can’t say goodbye again.It would kill me.”Walker buried his face in his pillow, refusing to look Dane in the eye even though he knew it made him a coward of the worst sort.
Dane sighed then and climbed from Walker’s bed, leaving him utterly alone.“Yeah.You’re right.Me too.”
Neither of them slept the rest of the night, the things they’d done becoming a wedge that drove them apart.Instead they tossed and turned on opposite sides of the wall between them, which could never be as divisive as the ones they’d constructed in their hearts.