The door opens, hitting the interior wall, and I turn around to see him barge in behind me. “Get the fuck out!” I shout, pointing to it just as it slams shut.
He walks over to me, grabs my face with both hands, and forces me to look up at him. “I don’t expect anything from you, Mia. The first time I saved you was because Luca begged me to.”
“Great,” I snap. “Now I’m your charity case. Don’t do me any more favors.” I try to pull away, but he keeps me in place.
“The second time was because I can’t live without you.”
My heart pounds at his words. And my eyes widen, staring up at him.
His gaze searches mine before speaking softly. “I have very few regrets, Mia. But the ones I do have, are you.”
“What do you mean?” I whisper, afraid of the answer but needing to know.
“Walking away from you all those years ago. Believing you when you said you were no one.” He lets go of my face and runs one hand through my hair. “Leaving you in California. And walking away from you when Luca told me to stay away.”
My hands come up and grip his tatted forearms. “Dillan…”
“I didn’t tell you about that video because I didn’t want you to know it existed. Then when Matteo sent it to you, all I could think of was ways to save you.”
“You have.” I can’t deny that he’s done more for me than anyone else ever has. “But you have to expect something.”
His eyes drop to my lips before he runs his thumb over my bottom one. I can feel my heart pounding, and my breathing picks up as I wait for his answer. “I can’t lie to you,” he says, making my heart stop. “I do want something.”
I swallow. I can’t pay him back. My family has money, but I don’t personally. I have no home. No car. Hell, I wouldn’t even have a cell phone if it wasn’t for him. “What is it?” I whisper, afraid of what he’ll say.
“You,” he answers, and I feel tears sting my eyes. “All I want is you.” He steps into me, pressing his hips into mine. “Give me the chance to do what I should have done eight years ago.”
“What was that?”
“The chance to show you that you are someone.”
Before I can say anything, he lowers his lips to mine. I don’t hesitate. I wrap my arms around his neck and allow him to kiss me. His fingers dig into my thighs, and he picks me up off my feet. I wrap my legs around him, and he walks me backward before I feel him laying me down on the bed.
He pulls away long enough to remove my shirt, and then his lips are back on mine. I’m trying to shove my shorts down my legs when he pulls away once again to do it himself, making sure to take my underwear with them.
Then I’m yanking his shirt over his head and undoing his jeans. I can’t get him naked fast enough. The need to have him inside me is too great. Which is crazy, considering I wanted to knock his head off just seconds ago. I’ve never experienced emotions like this before.
I’m already wet, and a quick look tells me he’s hard. He takes his dick in his hand and pushes it into me. I arch my back, gasping at the feel of him stretching me wide to accommodate his size.
“Fuck, Mia.” He groans in my ear, and it makes my breath hitch.
“Dillan.” I’m gasping his name as my fingers dig into his muscular back.
Pulling away, he sits up, placing his arms under my knees and spreading my legs wider.
I grip my hair, crying out as he slams into me while he watches his cock slide in and out of my soaked pussy. My heavy eyes watch him bite his bottom lip, and his breathing picks up. Reaching out, I place my hands on his hard chest, enjoying the show. I could never get enough of him.
I went all my life thinking I’d die alone. But Dillan has taught me what it feels like to be wanted, and I could never go back. And that’s what scares me. He’s already walked away from me before, so what’s keeping him from doing it again?
A sensation starts to build, and my eyes fall closed.
“Look at me, Mia,” he orders roughly. The sound of his body slapping against mine fills the large room.
Opening my heavy eyes, I see him hovering over me. “I want you to watch me while you come.”
My lips are parted, and I’m panting. His eyes drop from mine before running down my body. He licks his lips, and I dig my hands into the sheets on either side of my body as he holds my legs wide open for him.