“And I love you, Christina Ames; I really, really love you.”
“I love you too.” I barely had time to whisper it out before our lips crashed together; sealed with a kiss. No matter what now, I had this. Hell, no matter what now, I’d have this forever.
Ok, so, we'd go over that other, small, teeny detail about me being pregnant later.
Chapter 25
Tyler
Jesus, what the fuck was I going to do?
I was sitting in the business class car on the train on the way back home, staring hard out the window but seeing nothing.
I’d escalated things, big time. I mean, sleeping with a girl half my age was one thing. Claiming her virginity in my Goddamn car outside her parents house, jerking off into her panties, going to visit her at fucking college, yeah those were were nuts. Shit, having an almost threesomes with her best friend was even crazier.
But then I’d gone and said the words. I’d said those words and I’d fucking meant them. It hadn’t been planned, and in fact, it wasn’t until I’d even said them out loud that I realized they were true.
I loved her.
Jesus, I hand’t meant those words in years, and here I’d just blabbed them out in the middle of the fucking train station. But they were true, and for the first time in a long time, I meant them with everything I had.
Which, oddly, made me feel guilty about the other thing burning a hole in my mind like a little hot coal sitting there in my head.
Anna.
Yeah, talk about escalation. That first time, when she’d fallen out of the closet like that, all I could imagine was this whole thing coming down. I imagined her freaking out, telling people back home, and the damn lynch mob heading for my house to string me up.
That is, I imagined those things until she stripped her clothes off and played with her pussy while she watched Christina bounce up and down on my cock. After that? Yeah, well, let’s just say I wasn’t thinking about lynch mobs anymore.
I was thinking of her.
And sure, I felt guilt as shit for thinking of Christian’s friend like that, but how could I not? I mean I was only a man, and whatever my feelings for Christina, there’s only so much you can’t see when you’re balls deep in one girl while another one strips her clothes off and plays with herself three feet away.
I’d meant what I’d said about Christina. I fucking loved that girl, in a way that had me buzzing with this electric current sitting there on the train. But Anna Riley? She was something else, and I knew it wasn’t just pure physical attraction. She was like a compliment to Chris. Where my blonde girlfriend was this angelic creature, Anna was the little devil on the other shoulder - the mischievous one, the firecracker.
They were so similar and yet so different at the same time, both physically and who they were as people. On the surface, they’d almost pass for sisters but for Anna’s wild red hair to Christina’s blonde locks, and where Chris had this sexy sweetness to her, Anna had this vivacious glint in her eyes.
Another thought hit me too, one that had me shaking my head. In another world, in another life, if it’d been Anna who’d come and worked at my house those summers, it’d be her that I’d be in this deep with. After all, I’d been friends with her parents too before their divorce. Shit, it could’ve been her tempting me around the house and who’s panties I’d jerked off into.
Easily.
Funny how the world works.
But damn, there was that guilt again. I mean I’d just told Christina that I loved her, and I damn well meant it. Which probably meant I needed to stop thinking about Anna like that, because it was making me feel like a scumbag.
Except that kiss, where all three of us had come together. Jesus fuck that’d been incredible, and I don’t just mean it’d been extra hot - even though of course it had been. But it’d been something else too. It’d felt like I wasn’t just sharing something with Christina, but that she was letting me share something between her and Anna. Something crazy that still had my head spinning as I stared out the window.
Man, I was going to need a fucking manual to get through this.
Chapter 26
Christina
It was a Thursday, and a full moon, when it all went upside down.
Funny how you can remember weird details like that.
Anna giggled as she fumbled with the dorm building keycard before the door finally opened. We both snorted as we pulled the straightest faces we could as we nodded quickly to the RA on duty at the front desk - the same guy who’d thought Tyler was my dad, by the way - and scurried down the hall to our room before the silly giggles tumbled out.