James
Thock. Thock.
Leaning back in my desk chair, I’m throwing four-thousand-dollar gold darts at a thousand-dollar dart board. If there were ever a sign that screams 'playboy,' this is it.
I wash down my steak with the last of my gin and tonic before throwing another dart.
Thock.
The final one goes right in the bullseye, and I allow my arms to swing haplessly at my sides.
As I stare at the board, I look like I drank all night and can't get motivated because of the hangover, only there's no hangover.What would you call a sexual hangover?
Bang-over?
Alexa is the center of it all.
The bullseye.
What the fuck am I going to do?
I’m not really sure at this point. I’ve had a couple of threesomes before, but those didn't mean anything. They were spur of the moment things, just passing.
Just a momentary peace, to satisfy a need.
But Alexa means something. Everything is really different with her, and I can't place a finger on it just yet.
I didn't want to leave her there in bed this morning with Mattheo, but I couldn't stay because of the meeting I had. I need her to know that I have this concern, this want for her to be safe and happy.
Of course, I know that Mattheo wants her just like I do. Images of last night play through my mind like a movie and even though things stayed cool with him, I could feel both of us getting possessive and jealous at times.
For example, when I was eating her out and she was about to come on me for the third time in the jacuzzi, he pulled her away from me. She was on top of him, and I watched as he kissed her and grabbed her ass, while she rode him in the hot steamy water.
She definitely has a way of moving that body. Of being in control of it. She's so fucking sexy and enticing. My dick is getting hard just remembering.
When I was watching her on top of Mattheo, she looked at me and licked her lips as she slid up and down on him, riding slowly. She then raised her arms up over her head, allowing him to suck on her ample breasts.
Her eyes were glistening with lust and satisfaction in that moment, and she wanted me to know that. She pleaded with me to join them, and so I did. I came over and began rubbing her tits, making her nipples hard, and kissing that graceful neck.
Both he and I were satisfying a deep need and want in her. That's what she was conveying at that moment.
Could I really be okay with Mattheo?
I don't know.
Would I tolerate it for her?
I don’t know. I shake my head and turn in my chair.
Once again, I begin thinking about her body, but I go back further- to the first time I fucked her. Fucking her standing up and watching her body bounce off my dick was so hot. From the way her hair moved to hearing her throaty moans, it was all amazing.
But even before that, removing her dress to see that gorgeous body, and pressing myself against her into the wall. Tasting that sweet, soaked pussy…
I loved feeling every curve, every crease of her soft skin.
Am I addicted to her?
I blink in shock and wonder if such a thing is possible. If I am, she's the best drug ever.