“The thing is Ashley; I’ve already been with the two men.”
“So, what’s the problem? They've agreed to be in a threesome.”
“They’ve agreed and I thought we had a hell of a time but now no one is talking to me. In fact, the situation is pretty darn awkward.”
“Details Hazel. Details.”
For the next thirty minutes, I give Ashley all the details of our threesome encounter. It hurts my heart to remember how wonderful things were. What if we never have an encounter again?
“So, what do you think Ashley?”
There are a few moments of silence on the other side of the phone. Ashley is seriously thinking about what I have told her. After what seems like forever, she answers me.
“Hazel, obviously the men have never had a gay experience before.”
“Well, maybe not Andrew but it seems to me that Dylan might have had an experience or two.”
“This is your assumption Hazel. From what you tell me, it sounds like this is all new to them.”
Could this be true? I guess it never crossed my mind that this could be the first time for both of them.
“Plus, Hazel- they’re good friends; maybe even best friends. This is probably changing the dynamic of a relationship that they both depend on.”
“I never thought of it that way. Come to think of it, I don’t think they were doing much talking to each other.”
“Poor guys, they are probably both very confused. Hazel, you just need to give them time.”
“This is true Ashley, but I miss them so much. It’s so hard to do without them.”
Ashley and I talk for about twenty minutes before we hang up. It would be rude of me not to listen to her issues when we have been talking about mine for more than an hour. Ashley is my best friend and I truly do care about her.
Thinking about my friendship with Ashley, I wonder what it is like for Andrew and Dylan. What would happen to me if I had sex with Ashley for the first time?
At first, I giggle at the thought of Ashley and I in bed together having sex. We would probably crack up at first. But what if we really got into it? What would the next day be like for the both of us?
I’d be embarrassed probably and have a hard time looking Ashley in the eye. The both of us do nothing but talk about our sexual encounters with men. Talking about those orgasms is easy because they are with other people.
What would it be like to have an orgasm in front of Ashley? Geez, I’d die. It’s a very personal thing. In fact, it might be themostimportant personal thing.
Ashley is my best friend; the closest woman to me. This would be so awkward for us, that’s for sure.
I realize that it must be so hard to sit and work besides someone that is your best friend one day and then your lover the next.Fuck.