Scarlette
Ason’s mom leaves to run errands and Ason and I remain at the house.
It’s strange to be here alone with him, but I just can’t force myself to leave either. Walking into the home of Savannah’s most notorious crime family was a risky move on my part. I wasn’t sure what to expect, but his mom seemed wonderful and his life feels—normal. We move inside and our kisses become more intense. I can feel the air around us shifting and my body is heated just thinking of what we can do alone in the house. Damn, I am so far gone and over my head with this guy.
“Do you want to go to my room?” he asks.
Yes.
No.
I’m torn. I want Ason, but I don’t want him to think poorly of me if we have sex so early on. Though, I am not sure how much longer I can resist him.
Nodding, I smile at him, giving him permission to take my hand and lead me up the winding staircase and toward his bedroom.
When we enter his room, I stand for a moment and take in the surroundings. The walls are painted a navy blue and the room is accented with white, red, and tan paintings and sheets on his large, four-poster bed.
Ason walks us over to the bed and we both sit on the edge of the mattress.
“We don’t have to do anything that you aren’t comfortable with,” he says, looking longingly into my eyes.
I know he is offering me an out, but I am not sure that I want an out. I've never felt such a strong need to do something so wrong in all of my life. Honestly, I wasn't even sure what I would be comfortable with, but I trusted Ason— as crazy as that seems, and wanted to have my first experiences be with him.
Leaning in, I surprise us both when I crash my lips to his. In seconds, we are kissing and tearing at one another’s clothes. All logical thoughts and reservations are long gone. All I can think about is being with Ason. He may destroy me later, but I can’t worry about that now. Reckless and untamed is the only way I can describe myself right now, but I am too far gone to stop now.
Ason crawls on top of me, pulling his shift off in the process. Instinctively, my hands slide over his abs and I feel my panties soaking. He smiles wickedly at me as he tugs at my shift, lifting it over my head and tossing it somewhere on the floor. He’s staring at me with such intensity, it causes my breath to catch in my throat. I’ve never been this exposed to anyone before, but with Ason, it almost feels right.
“You are so beautiful,” he says, trailing kisses down my neck and to my breasts.
He massages one breast as his other hand begins sliding up my skirt. When his fingers touch my soaked panties, he stops kissing me and smiles. “Damn, you are so wet,” he growls out.
My face flushes and I feel so embarrassed. “I’m sorry,” I mutter out.
“No, this is so fucking hot,” he says, taking my nipple in his mouth and sucking and biting.
The feeling is euphoric and my hands begin teasing his hair as I begin craving more and more of him. His dick grows hard and rubs against my thigh. Without thinking, I begin fumbling with his zipper on his pants. He helps me by sliding them down his legs and his dick springs out of his boxer shorts.
As one of his finger's dips inside of me, I let out a moan and throw my head back in delight.
“This feels so good,” I gasp, as he begins pumping in and out of me.
“Has anyone ever touched you before?” he asks me.
“No,” I say.
He smiles and I know that was the answer he wanted. Ason is animalistic and for some reason, I can tell that he likes that I am untouched and unexplored.
“Have you ever been fucked?” he asked.
His crass question should cause me to stop this and run away. But, it doesn’t. Instead, he has me wanting to beg him to be my first. As though I am having some exciting out of body experience, I am loving this new person that is slowly emerging from me. I don’t know who she is, but I am ready to get to know her.
“No, never,” I say, staring into his eyes.
This ignites Ason and he goes back to kissing and fingering me until I feel like I am going to explode. Just when I feel myself reaching my breaking point, he stops and leans over to his bed side table. Opening a drawer, he pulls out a condom. It bothers me for a second that he has them ready and available, but I have to remind myself that Ason is a known party body who girls throw themselves at. Maybe that should have made me stop this behavior, but it didn’t. I just pushed that thought aside as I watched him roll the condom over his dick. Licking my lips, I found myself hungry for him.
As I watch him hoover above me, my chest heaves at the anticipation of what is about to come. He slowly slides inside of me and I arch my back, welcoming him. As I stretch to fit all of him, it hurts briefly, but then that pain morphs into an indescribable pleasure. He begins rocking into me, slow and steady at first. When I raise my hips up and call out his name, he begins moving faster and going harder.
His mouth covers my moans and all I can do is allow myself to give in to this moment. Grabbing my hips, he flips me over and pulls my ass up to him. I steady myself on my hands and my mouth falls wide open when he begins pounding into me from behind. I’ve never been so turned on and pleasured in all my life. My first time having sex is wild and incredible and I ride out this high for as long as I possibly can.