Chapter Five
I can’t believe this is happening. I’m alone with Nav. At his place. The apartment he lives in alone with no one to stand in our way or get between us. I can tell his guard is up and part of me gets it. I know that if this goes south for him, he could lose a lot. I don’t want to scare him away. Not only that but it means the world to me that he’s not trying to get in my pants. Of course, I’d love for him to be the one who takes my virginity. He’s right though. We don’t have to be in a hurry. He respects me. Cares that he goes easy with me. Nav can play things like he’s not that into me, but this shows me that he likes me. Like really likes me as more than just some brat who has a crush on him.
“Why don’t I find you something to sleep in?”
“Okay. That’d be cool.” I have to fight the urge to squeal that I’m going to be sleeping in his bed and wearing something of his. I’m such a girl.
I move off his lap though I’m not ready for this to end. Nav’s place is definitely a bare bones bachelor pad. Like its not dirty or anything but there’s hardly any decorations. He has the basics. There’s no personality showing through other than a few magazines on his coffee table.
“I’ll get you a tee.”
I follow him up the stairs. His place is more of a townhouse than an apartment. Looks like there are two or three bedrooms up here and a bathroom. Nav is an adult with his shit more together than some adults I know. Like my father. Last we ever heard about him was he was living in a sober living house after serving some jail time for all of his DUIs. That was years ago.
My belly flutters as I step into his bedroom. Like the downstairs this room is mostly bare outside of clothes laying in front of his closet and some cologne on his dresser. The bed though, he didn’t skimp on it. King size four poster sleigh bed with a thick black comforter.
“There’s an extra toothbrush in the top drawer of the bathroom vanity.” He moves to the dresser and tosses me a faded Wild Ace’s t-shirt.
“Thanks.” In the bathroom I’m not even a little nervous. Being with Nav is nothing like when I’m with Brodix. I don’t cringe when he touches me. I welcome anything this man wants to do to me.
I close the bathroom door and find the toothbrush. I lay it on the basin and pull my sweater over my head. I shimmy out of my jeans and stare at my appearance in the mirror. Would he find me sexy and bold If I walked out of here in nothing but my underwear? What would he do? Would he make a move?
I brush my teeth and debate doing it, but in the end, I chicken out. I mean I’ve got curves to me. My mom blessed me with what Brodix calls T&A. I know I’ve got a nice body but that’s not all there is to people. I know that. I yank the tee over my head, and it hits me mid-thigh. I sniff the collar and it smells like Nav. Tempting, sexy, and like smoke.
When I leave the bathroom, he’s lounging on the bed in a pair of charcoal-colored sweatpants and nothing else. “Make yourself comfortable.” He rolls off the side and walks around me to the bathroom.
I turn down the comforter. I know he said he’d take the couch, but I’m hoping he changes his mind. It’s getting late but I’m not ready to sleep. I’m too high on being here. Having finally kissed him. The taste of his kiss has me addicted. I need more. I never want this night to end.
The bathroom light goes out under the door before it opens. Nav stops in the doorway and stares at me long and hard. Tension rolls off him in waves, permeating the air. Sexual frustration and longing hangs between the two of us. In three strides he’s at the bed and climbing in next to me. I swallow hard and roll toward him as he settles next to me. A few inches separate us. My heart pounds against my ribs as I wonder will he kiss me again. Because God do I need to taste his lips again. And again. The anticipation is enough to kill me.
Navarro doesn’t keep me waiting long. He leans over and brushes my hair from my neck, resting his palm there as those ocean eyes I want to drown in meet my mine.
“Hi,” I whisper.
“Hi.” His mouth inches closer to mine.
“Are you going to stare at me all night or kiss me?”
The smile that forms in response has my belly doing a pitch and roll. Brushing his thumb along my jaw he holds my gaze. “I’m thinking about it,” he teases and then he claims my mouth soft and slow with precision.
This time I’m not hesitating. I give as good as I get. When his tongue slides between the part of my lips a tremble moves through me. Goose bumps pebble along my skin. Warmth pools between my legs with every stroke of his tongue. The kiss deepens growing hotter and wetter. His other hand moves up my thigh till he’s gripping my waist and rolling me onto him. I straddle his crotch, wishing I could feel him skin to skin. For him to touch me all the places no one has ever been welcome to. I trace the demon tattoo on his chest with my tongue and he makes this noise in the back of his throat that sounds like a growl. It’s sexy and encourages me to keep doing what comes naturally.
Navarro’s hips thrust and his cock pushes against my sex.
“Fuckin’ beautiful.” His fingers roam my sides under my tee.
I whip it over my head.
“Flawless.” Nav smirks as he jerks a white lace cup down exposing my nipple.
I grind down on his hardness wanting more. So much more. I reach between us and stroke him as his silken skin swells in my hand. I rub myself over his length wanting to push him inside me. Wanting him to stuff me with his fat cock.
Nav rolls me to my back, covering my body with his own, as he kisses me harder and deeper. He grips the sides of my undies on either side pulling them tight against my pussy before sliding down my body planting kisses along my torso and around my navel until he reaches between my legs and kisses me there over my panties. I grab his head and hold him there. I don’t know what I’m doing. I only know I don’t want him to ever stop. He pushes the crotch of my bottoms to the side, running a finger over my clit and down my slit. His breath fans over my intimate area as he pushes a finger inside me.