"No." Hudson put his fingers to Seb's lips and smiled warmly. "It was my decision. What felt right for me. I never expected you to do the same. No more guilt."
Seb smiled past the tears in his eyes. "No more guilt, baby." He took Hudson's fingers and placed them to his lips for a kiss. "I never bottomed for any of them. Only you." There was only one man Seb could give up complete control to, and that was Hudson. Seb enjoyed being fucked, but leaving himself open like that was reserved for his mate and no one else. Seb swallowed Hudson down to the root, and Hudson bucked under him, releasing a barrage of polite curses that made Seb chuckle around Hudson's shaft.
He held Hudson's hips down as he bobbed his head, sucking, licking, and nipping at the gorgeous cock in his mouth. The scent of his mate was driving him out of his mind. How had he survived this long without having Hudson in his bed, under him, in his arms?
Hudson gasped and moaned, pleas and promises escaping his lips as he threw his head back, one leg over Seb's shoulder as Seb deep throated him.
"Oh God!" Hudson writhed, his fingers curling around the bedsheets. "Sebastian." He reached down to fist Seb's hair and tugged. Seb obliged, releasing Hudson's cock and moving up his body to kiss him, or rather to have his lips ravished by Hudson. Coming up for air, Hudson looked up at him through lowered lashes, and Seb smiled wickedly. He remembered that look. It accompanied an innocent, demure exterior that quickly gave way to something extraordinary. "Sebastian?"
"Yes?" Seb's voice was low and husky with anticipation. Hudson ran his hands down Seb's biceps before he reached down between them to palm Seb's hard dick, drawing a gasp from him.
"I need you to put this stunning cock inside me. Now. I want it hard and deep. I want you to fuck me until I scream your name."
Seb cursed under his breath before covering Hudson's mouth with his. A violent fire roared from deep inside him, rushing through every nerve, every cell. He ground his hips against Hudson's, lacing their fingers together as he sucked on Hudson's tongue, then lower lip, their breaths hot and panting as Hudson arched up against Seb as if he were trying to merge them into one. Seb's skin burned, his blood ready to boil as he grabbed a pillow, his mouth still on Hudson's, and lifted his hips just enough for Hudson to do the same so Seb could shove the pillow under him.
Hudson's body trembled as if he might fall apart if Seb didn't fuck him this very instant. Seb replaced his lips with two of his fingers, moaning at the decadent sight of Hudson wantonly sucking Seb's fingers into his mouth, his tongue circling them, his penetrating blue eyes on Seb. He'd never seen anything more sinful.
Unable to hold back any longer, Seb pulled his fingers out and placed them to Hudson's hole, his eyes never leaving Hudson's face as he circled the rim before gently pushing in. Hudson gasped, and Seb carefully worked Hudson's tight muscles, groaning at the anticipation of what it would feel like to bury himself to the hilt.
Hudson trembled and moaned beneath him, his face flushed crimson and his luscious kiss-swollen lips parted as his head fell back. Seb had never seen anything so bewitching. Seb pushed his fingers in to the knuckle and changed his angle, smiling when Hudson cried out.
"Sebastian," Hudson pleaded, his fingers digging into Seb's biceps.
Seb kissed him hard, tongues wrestling, teeth scraping together as he removed his fingers and threw a hand out to the bed where he knew the lube was. He flicked a nail under the lip of the lid and popped the cap open. He turned the tube in his hand, squeezed, and took hold of his cock with his lubed hand. He stroked himself, spreading the thick lube over his cock before placing the head to Hudson's entrance.
"Tell me you're mine," Seb demanded, his brow beaded with sweat as he restrained from plunging in. Hudson squirmed beneath him, letting out a huff.
"Sebastian, please."
"Tell me," Seb growled, enjoying the way Hudson shivered beneath him.
"I'm yours. I've always been yours."
"And you always will be," Seb said before sucking in a sharp breath as he pushed inside Hudson. It had been so long for Hudson, and Seb refused to hurt him. "Oh fuck, baby, you're so tight."
"I didn't want anyone else inside me. Just you, darling."
"Just me. Only ever me," Seb said through his teeth, then released a growl as he breached the ring of muscle, sitting balls-deep inside Hudson. "Fuck."
"Please do," Hudson said with a breathless laugh.
Seb grinned wickedly. "You got it." He pulled out and plunged in deep, making Hudson cry out. God, how he loved that sound. It lit him up from the inside out, and he burned to hear it again and again. Seb snapped his hips, the room filled with the sounds of skin slapping skin, of Hudson's moans, curses, and pleas for more. Hudson dug his fingers into Seb's asscheeks as he pushed up with every thrust, meeting Seb's. So many nights dreaming of this, and now he had Hudson in his arms, begging, writhing, giving himself to Seb completely.
Hudson's nails scraped down Seb's back, and Seb relished the sting. He wrapped Hudson in his arms, ravishing his mouth as he pulled Hudson up with him. He turned and sat against the headboard. He murmured into Hudson's ear. "Show me how much you want my dick."
Seb reached up with both hands and took hold of the headboard. He might be bigger than Hudson, but Hudson was a Therian. He was stronger than most gave him credit for, evident by the sculpted body he hid behind his posh manner and geek-chic wardrobe. More importantly, his Lobito hid a tempestuous streak that burned molten, and it burned for Seb alone.
Hudson put his hands on Seb's shoulders, his pupils dilated to the point his blue eyes looked black. He pulled up, and impaled himself down on Seb's cock.
"Fuck!"
Hudson's smile was sinful as he drove down onto Seb over and over, his nails scraping down Seb's chest, leaving a sharp sting and red marks that would take days to subside. Hudson bounced and fucked himself on Seb's cock before he tweaked Seb's nipples, then leaned in to suckle on one, then the other. Seb cursed under his breath, holding on to the headboard like it was a lifeline. Hudson alternated between rotating his hips and impaling his body, his skin glistening with sweat, his hair falling over his brow. His lips were swollen and pink from being kissed, his skin flushed, and the sounds he was making as he fucked himself on Seb's dick and stroked his cock pushed Seb over the edge.
With a roar, Seb threw his arms around Hudson and jerked him back, thrusting his hips up into Hudson's tight heat, determined to make his little wolf lose the last of his sanity. Seb thrust up into him, slamming his groin against Hudson's ass, his cock hitting Hudson's prostate.
"Seb!" Hudson gasped, his fingers tugging on Seb's hair.
"That's it, Lobito. Feel me. It's my dick inside you. It'll be yours in my mouth later. I love the taste of your cock on my tongue, love the way you fuck my mouth, love taking that sweet dick down my throat."