“You’re stalling,” Alex called from behind me.
I grunted and made my way slowly up the stairs. I couldn’t smell her—there had once been a time when I’d been able to pick out her scent from across the room in a crowd. It had been all I could do to keep myself from pulling her close, from breathing deep, from kissing her deeper.
My footsteps were loud, awkward, as I made my way down the hallway to her room. I knocked.
She didn’t answer.
I didn’t expect her to.
I nudged the door open. Stephanie was sitting in front of the window, her hands placed demurely in her lap, her head cocked to the side as if she was watching something very carefully.
The beauty of Stephanie wasn’t in just her form, but the way she made you feel by simply glancing in your direction. Weakness made me crave it; my humanity demanded I stay in her presence forever, convincing me that walking away would only result in such physical and emotional pain that I wouldn’t survive it.
Her hair was like warm caramel chocolate, her eyes, an icy blue. She was tall—most immortal woman were—but she wasn’t thin, not by any stretch of the imagination. Calling her thin would be an insult.
She had curves.
The kind that made any man, mortal or not, stop and take notice. I imagined she was the epitome of the perfect woman.
I coughed behind my hand.
She ducked her head, but didn’t turn around. “So you’ve come to… train me? Is that it, Cassius?”
I moved toward her, slowly, carefully, because even though I knew she wouldn’t hurt me physically—my weak body was completely aware she could.
And that was enough.
“In a manner of speaking.” I pulled a chair next to hers and glanced out the window. “What are you looking at?”
“Birds.”
“Birds?” I repeated.
“Do you need me to speak slower? Ears aren’t what they used to be, huh Cassius?”
I scowled. “My ears are just fine.”
She smirked.
I wanted to kiss that smirk right off her face about as much as I wanted to snap my fingers and freeze her ass for defying me so blatantly.
“Birds have it easy. They build nests, find worms, eat, sing, reproduce, they get to fly…”
I held my sigh in. “Stephanie, if you want to be a bird I’m sure Sariel can arrange it.”
She laughed out loud. “Sariel can turn me into an animal? I’d believe that when I saw it.”
I chose not to comment. “This is why you need me.”
She turned her icy glare in my direction. “Because I’m bird watching?”
“Because you don’t realize…” I leaned in and tilted her chin toward me, my fingers nearly fell away from the electrical shock her skin gave me. “You don’t even know where you come from, where I come from, what our real purpose is, why they call us Dark Ones, why we’re feared, revered, why according to any human gifted with good sight—we’re considered gods. You know nothing of our secrets, of our lies, of our struggle against humanity, of our struggle to save it. You. Know. Nothing.”
Stephanie hung her head, a tear slid down her cheek, freezing as it met her lip and the cool breath ignited between the two of us. “Then teach me and be done with it.”
“I’ll teach you.”
She stiffened.