The quiver in my stomach.
As I began to relax, Jax asked, “Is that better? Does it feel good, Sophie?”
“Yes… Please keep going… Don’t stop…”
Slowly, he pulled out and thrust back inside of me. It burned, ached, but his fingers moved faster and more precisely with each thrust of his dick. Little by little, I felt myself begin to fall apart again.
At his mercy.
His demand.
He was relentless.
“Fuck, you’re so tight. Yeah, just like that, Soph, take my cock in that tiny pussy.”
Jax’s dirty mouth was enough to drive me over the edge. My eyes rolled to the back of my head, coming with such a force that I couldn’t help but take him with me.
I shuddered, seeing stars, the moon, the entire galaxy. Riding the high for as long as I could, and not wanting to go back to reality where he didn’t live here anymore.
Would he stay away again? Did this change anything between us? Would he break my heart?
Would I let him?
Question after question tore through my mind when Jax gently kissed my lips.
He rasped, “Don’t ever lie to me again.”
“I won’t.”
I resisted the urge to tell him the same, feeling like there would come a time when he’d lie…
* * *
Just to push me away.
EIGHTEEN
SOPHIE
NOW
“Oh my God! I’m your biggest fan!”
I smiled, sitting behind the signing table for the sold-out event.
The place was packed to the brim with readers all wanting to meet me. It was such a surreal feeling I never thought I’d get to experience.
“You’re my favorite author! I’ve read all your books! Where do you get your inspiration for your heroes? They’re the best! I love them so much!”
I opened my mouth to reply, but Jax interrupted, sitting next to me.
He winked at her. “She gets all her inspiration from me.”
I kicked him underneath the table.
“I knew it!” She looked at her friend, standing beside her. “I told you! I knew Jax Colton was her biggest muse. You can totally tell in her books that she’s pulling all the alpha traits from her husband.”
He grinned at me, loving the fact that my readers were fawning all over him. A little part of me thought they’d only shown up to meet and take pictures with Jax, only wanting me there to sign their books.