“I didn’t do anything.”
My control, already frayed as it was, could handle neither her sweet kiss nor the whisper. I wrapped my arm around her waist and held her against my body before she could back away.
Her wide eyes were staring straight into mine while she was still holding on to my shoulder, so I kissed her like that. As I held her waist tightly, I parted her lips with my tongue and kissed her until she slowly relaxed in my arms letting me have her. When I tilted my head and sucked her tongue, a small gasp escaped her and she closed her eyes, pressing her body into mine even more. Then her tongue slid against mine and she turned eager. As the rush of pleasure started to get too intense for an outdoor kiss as people walked by us, I had to slow it the hell down, but even with that, I took my time and kissed her swollen lips a few more times, just for myself, just little pecks, just to hold me over until the next time I could get away with tasting her.
When her eyes opened lazily, I explained, “Your employees—”
“Are watching,” she interrupted, a little out of breath and flushed. “I guessed as much. Good kiss. You’re getting better and better. Practice seems to be working. No sighting of a turtle, but was it maybe a little bit because you wanted to kiss me too?”
I chuckled, and her eyes dropped to my lips.
“Yes, it wasn’t just for your employees,” I admitted, leaving it at that.
It was only because I wanted to kiss her. The only thing I had been about to say was a reminder that she had people waiting.
“Six.” It was just a soft whisper, but it was more than enough to stir my dick even further after our short-lived kiss.
“Go inside, Rose. Try to sit down for a while before you jump back into everything.”
Nodding, she turned away.
“Don’t work too much,” I added.
“I’ll talk to you later?” She opened the door halfway and looked back at me.
“Yes.”
Her smile was another favorite of mine, sweet and happy. “Okay then.”
When I came back to Around the Corner two hours after dropping her off, the smile she gave me, the one that made her eyes sparkle in surprise and happiness—it became another favorite as I guided my client to one of the corner tables and had my meeting, feeling Rose’s eyes on me the entire time.
I hadn’t been able to stay away after all.
The next day we were sitting at the ENT’s office again as he gave us more information about Rose’s sickness. He said everything the other doctor had said to Rose before, and whenever I cast a quick glance her way where she was sitting next to me, her eyes were glazed over. I didn’t know how much of it she actually heard. Her hands were grasping the arms of the chair in a white-knuckled grip, so I didn’t think my touch would be welcome. Instead, I asked every single question that came to my mind about her upcoming unavoidable surgery.
“After we see the results of your MRI and the CT scan, we’ll schedule your surgery.”
Rose cleared her throat and interrupted the doctor. “I’m sorry for interrupting you, but I’m claustrophobic—is there any way we can avoid the MRI scans if we already know from the samples that this is a CSF leak and I’m gonna have surgery anyway?”
“I’m afraid not, Mrs. Hawthorne. Since you didn’t have a head trauma or any other injuries that could cause a CSF leak, we need the MRI to see if…” The doctor’s eyes flicked to me and then back to Rose again. “We need to see if there are any tumors that would create pressure on the membrane and ultimately cause the leak. We’ll also need to see where exactly the leak is. We need to know everything before we can go in.”
My body tightened, my anger boiling over. A brain tumor?
Rose crossed her arms against her chest. “Can I have an open MRI? Is that possible?”
“I’m afraid the specific scan we need, the open MRIs can’t take.”
“Okay, I understand.”
“I’ll see you tomorrow and we’ll have a better game plan on what the next step will be.”
Much to Rose’s and my horror, they managed to squeeze her in for the MRI and the CT scan as soon as we were out of the doctor’s office. We took the elevator down to get to the radiology department in complete silence. I didn’t need to ask her if she was okay; I already knew she wasn’t. I wasn’t either, but I still felt the need to hear her say something…anything. The doors opened and we got off after an older couple holding hands.
“Rose—”
Her eyes slid my way and then she quickly looked down. “Brain tumor sounds fun, huh? That was something I hadn’t thought of. Oh, there’s radiology.”