She screams, her eyes closing for a moment as the orgasm hits her. I can feel it when her walls clamp tightly onto me, reverberations of lust throbbing and squirting down my length.
I stare down at my cock, watching as I grind in and out of her, gratified when I see thick white come squirting down my shaft. I thrust even harder, spreading the slickness all over her pussy where it pushes up and away from my base. It makes her glisten even brighter, with even more steamy enthrallment.
Then I look at her face, at her lips twisted in pleasure and the tears of ecstasy in her eyes.
She nods through her moaning, opening her mouth as though trying to tell me to keep going, but she can’t speak.
Soon it becomes too much for me to handle. It’s her moans, the way she moves and clamps down around me.
With a roar, I collapse atop her as my seed explodes out of my shaft.
My come erupting into her pussy, where it belongs.
“Together,” she whimpers in my ear. “Together, yes, come in me. Together. We’re doing it…”
“Together,” I roar when she trails off in another cry of pleasure.
Our bodies slow and then finally we lie still. I stay atop of her as my cock begins to wilt, kiss her cheek, and then lean back. I kiss her forehead, down her face, and find her lips. We fuse as she kisses me back.
Finally, I roll aside, but keep her close at all times. I pull her in for an embrace and she wriggles closer to me, her hand on my stomach, her cheek on my chest.
“That was amazing,” she whispers. “I never knew it was going to feel so… I don’t know how to describe it. But it was so, so good, Lukas. It felt so right.”
“I know.” I run my fingers through her hair. “It felt like I’ve been waiting my whole life for you, Lori. It felt like the start of the rest of our lives if that makes sense.”
“It does,” she says passionately. “I know exactly what you mean.”
We lie together in silence, neither of us mentioning the fact we failed.
We said we wouldn’t have sex until after we told Jamie.
We fucked up.
But I don’t want to spoil this moment, so instead, I hug her tighter, forgetting about Jamie, forgetting about the rest of the world.
Being with my woman is more than enough. At least until Jamie gets home.
Chapter Twenty-One
Lorena
I smooth my hands over my belly as my mom carries the tray of coffee and light bites into the living room.
Lukas sits next to me, and at first glance, it seems like this isn’t bothering him at all.
But I can read the tightness in the smile he offers my mom and dad. I notice the way his hands are clenched into fists as they rest on his pant legs.
It’s the day after the best night of my life.
Thinking back to the way our bodies took over last night – when I began bucking my hips, without even thinking about it – makes me so excited I can hardly contain it. We lay together for a long time after he took my virginity, and then he began to kiss me again and run his hands all over my body.
And then I sat atop him, even as a voice told me to stop, he was going to think I looked stupid.
We rocked together, my hands planted on his muscled chest, my body on fire.
After that, we really did watch a movie together. And then I fell asleep in his arms.
This morning, when I woke, it was the happiest I can ever remember feeling. Lukas’s arms wrapped around me and the warmth of his body so close. For a second, before the heaviness of sleep lifted, I was certain I could feel our child shifting around in my belly.
I was certain we’d already brought a new life into this world.
“We have to tell my mom and dad,” was the first thing that popped out of my mouth.
“I agree,” Lukas had replied. “But why the urgency?”
“I can’t keep lying,” I whispered. “I have to face this.”
“We have to face this,” he corrected lightly, with a soft kiss.
As mom takes her seat opposite – next to dad – the coward part of me tries to think of a way out of this, a way that doesn’t involve sharing the truth.
But if I can’t get through this, I have no freaking clue how we’re ever going to tell Jamie. We have to be open about our relationship, about where we’re going with our lives…
“Why do I feel like I’ve just walked into the lion’s den?” Dad jokes as he picks up his coffee.
I feel a pang in my chest as I look at my dad.
He’s doing so much better lately, seeming so much more optimistic and ready to go on with his life.