“I loved it.”
“I know you did, baby. I’m so glad I brought you out today.”
“Me too. I’ve never… This is risky. Anyone could—”
Lance pressed his fingers against my lips, and I sucked them into my mouth, making him groan. I love knowing I had some power over him. I could make him need me like I needed him. It wasn’t something I would ever have expected.
“I don’t care who sees us. I’m going to have you right here, make you come, and watch your face when you do. You’re going to love every second of it.”
“Yes. Please!”
“That’s right. There’s my wild boy.”
“Make me,” I said. “Make me do what you want. Fuck me. I need you. I need to know…”
“I will, but not here. I don’t want my first time stretching you, pressing myself deep inside of you to be in a cramped car. I want you spread out in my bed, ready to be feasted on.”
I whimpered. “Don’t want to wait.” I was afraid if I didn’t go for this now, I might change my mind, push him away, go back to being the uptight person I usually was instead of this wild, free man he made me.
“Lean back and brace yourself on my thighs.”
Lance’s gravelly voice made my cock jump. What was it about his way of commanding me? It made me so hot and not at all scared the way I thought I would be.
23
Lance
“Now.” This time Julian complied and brought his hands behind him. “Don’t move until I say you can.”
His eyes were wide, his cheeks red. He looked innocent and wary, and I wanted to defile him. I loved the way he was reluctant to obey but couldn’t help himself. He needed to do what I said, and watching him give in made me crazy.
I wanted to take my cock out, lift him up, and impale him on it, but I had to make myself wait because the first time I took him I was going to make absolutely sure he loved every second of it. I would erase any bad memories he had of bottoming. I would make him crave it, not that I minded one bit having him fuck me. Ordering him to do so was also in my plans for the future.
When I wrapped my hand around his dick, he gasped. I stroked him again, tightening my grip. “Lance, please.”
“Please what?”
“I want… Please.”
“You have to tell me what you want, baby. Exactly what you want.”
“We… we have to hurry. Someone could come anytime.”
“I don’t care who might be out there. Let them watch. All I care about is bringing you off. Seeing your face, making you remember how good I can make you feel.”
“Already… already know that.”
“Do you?”
“Last night… I’ve never… It was like heaven.”
His words made me smile and made my cock even more impatient to feel his tight passage around me. “What if it could be even better than last night?”
“I think that would kill me.”
“Really? Do you want to take the risk and find out?”
“God yes.”
I worked his cock up and down with slow strokes. His grip on my thighs tightened, and his precum helped the glide of my hand.
He whimpered when I stopped. I lifted my hand to his mouth. “Get it nice and wet. I want to work you hard and fast.”
He reached for my hand, fingers closing around my wrist, but I jerked myself from his grasp. “I told you not to move.”
He drew in a sharp breath, and fear flashed in his eyes. I smiled at him, wanting to let him know this was a game, that he was safe, that he could let go.
His hand slipped as he reached back for my thigh. I caught him by the waist, holding him steady until he was gripping me once more, fingers flexing against my muscles.
“That’s good. You’re going to be good for me, aren’t you?”
“I… I don’t know.”
I smiled at him. “I like your honesty. I like that you don’t know if you can control yourself around me. I like that you can show me this part of you.”
I held my hand up again, and Julian lapped at my palm. This time I was the one who drew in a breath. I had to bite down on my lower lip to hold in a groan. His tongue felt so good. I wanted to feel it all over me. He sucked my fingers into his mouth, wetting each of them. Finally, my control got too close to the edge, and I pulled away from him.
“I’m going to make you come. I want you to give in and let me do this. Your body is mine right now, mine to use any way I want.”
“Oh God.”
“You can do this. You want to do this. You’re a slut for me.”