Like I just wanted to rub myself against him and have him hold me and then jump on his cock and then afterwards curl up with him and somehow withouth childbirth manage to give him babies. Not immaculate babies - there would be plenty of sex. But non-painful babies.
Instead of that, I just said, “You look good.”
Nice opening line right?
I managed to hold it together too during dinner.
When I really really really wanted to say OMG I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I just said “well, you’ll just have to guess the kinda panties I’m wearing”
Okay, that was in response to a question of his, where the convo had somehow gotten to the type of underwear we were both wearing. I dunno, okay?
Where I wanted later on to say OMG I JUST CAME HERE TO MAKE YOU MY BOYFRIEND I instead just said “Sure lets have dessert but only if you split it with me, babe”
So then...after dinner, we went to Crystal Jade to get a drink. When all I wanted to do was take him home with me and lock the door and jump on his dick.
And he runs his hands down my sides. I kiss him softly. Or does he kiss me? I dunno at this point because the lounge is dark, the music is Armin Van Buren, and the bottle of whatever he ordered is still on it’s way. No one can see us.
“I need to tell you something,” I said to him.
“Actually, I need to tell you something,” he said to me.
I looked at him.
“I really like you,” he said to me. “Alot.”
This is everything I’ve ever hoped for! OMG!
“But you need to decide if this is what you want because I want you to be my girlfriend!” he kept saying.
SCORE!!!!!!!
“But can you deal with long distance relationship?” he finished.
Wait.
Back up.
What?
What’s going on???
“What do you mean?” I asked.
And he looked at me like I was sorta lost. And he started to speak.
And when I tell you about it tomorrow, you will totally be like OMG how could you miss it?
This story isn’t over yet.
LDR
I know y’all are like wtf whats with the cliffy and honestly I didn’t mean for it to be there but I was like typing and I was like this is way too long and no one is gonna read so I had to break it up. But anyways, continuing on where I left off.
Because tbh, it’s not that hard at all to go back to that moment bc it was just such a WTF moment, you know? Like OMG! What do you mean long distance?
So the first thought in my head was k, this dude is married. But I remember looking to his hands and no ring. So I’m thinking oh no, he’s gonna go join the military. I mean, I’d stand by him if he did, but I’d be like worried, ya know?
But then WineBar just solved everything.