Just no staying inside!
I had enough of the confined to my quarters feeling with the small town and I’m ready to spread my wings where I get to feel more like myself.
In Michelle’s book, Blyss doesn’t fit into any ordinary boxes and she packs up and leaves her city. Not me! I’m unpacking three suitcases and falling back in love with my own closet. I know I packed a lot of stuff but the instant you’re home you see all the things you didn’t bring and you just want to wear them all. So I’ve picked out some casual Gucci and some “sensible” Jimmy Choos and I’m off for a day in San Fra
ncisco.
I’m excited to like stroll wherever SF takes me today, at least for a little while because I have to get ready for 100 Days releasing soon.
And when I get back I should have a big package, so big thanks to Dirty Lil’ Angel Kirsty Smith for letting me know about the big Agent Provocateur sale!
I know it is super hot but kinda love the weather because at least there’s still a good breeze in the air no matter how hot it gets. The best days of summer are yet to come!
Date Night
Ok! I am off!
I am sending this out not sure when it’ll get to y’all’s mailboxes but it’s now 5 pm as I write this.
Let’s see...checklist
Manicure: check
Pedicure: check
Pre-date orgasm: Had three. Courtesy of my girl Lisa Lace
Hair: check
Clothes: I got the Christian Louboutin black boots with heeled spikes from Neiman Marcus. La Perla lace bra and thong from their Souple’ collection. I have my black dress from Armani Collezioni. As always, makeup is being handled by Kim Kardashian and Taylor Swift is doing perfume.
Had everything picked out and then I was nervous.
I mean, I got everything figured out what I’m gonna say. I’m just gonna blurt out, “I love you and want your babies.”
Then I realized that’s not the best idea.
I did some reading but I wanted to try something totally different.
So that’s where homegirl Lisa came in with like something waaaay different but so fucking good that I just finished.
Now I know exactly what I’m gonna do.
I’m gonna be cool. Collected. Like the queen that I am. Too many guys have tried to bag me over the years and make me their girlfriend. I gave it a shot with FuckFace and we broke up shortly before Christmas and it’s been a great run. If WineBar wants my love and wants a piece of this, then he’ll step up like he makes it seem like he will do.
But life goes on if he doesn’t. It’s not the end of the world.
I now go to do battle.
Godspeed, sisters!
The Story
We went to the restaurant separately. I walked in and he was waiting for me at the bar. He was drinking a beer. I asked for a cosmo.
“You sure you want a drink?” he teased me. I grinned.
But inside I was like sooo nervous. OMG.