Killian moves a fraction of an inch. His lips meet mine full of fire, and I jerk back before he suffocates me. He’s toying with me, and I crave more of his touch.
“You want me?” Killian pierces straight through my soul with his heated gaze. “I can fuck you silly, but I can’t give you what you want.”
“Then fuck me so hard I forget I ever loved you. Can you do that?”
“Be careful what you wish for, baby.”
His mouth clashes with mine so hard our teeth smash together. I suck his bottom lip between my teeth and bite him. I want to hate him so much. I want to forget I ever loved him and yet I still just want him.
“Ow. You bit me.” Killian pulls back rubbing his fingers over his lip. I glower at him. “You want me rough? I’ll give you rough. Get out of the car.”
“No.”
“Get. Out. Of. The. Car.” He grabs the handle and flings the door open, shoving me sideways with it. I fall to my knees and Killian is right behind me on the cold hard ground of late fall. Rocked back on his calves behind me, he draws my back to his front. His teeth graze along the shell of my ear as tears roll down my cheeks.
Everything inside me hurts.
“Want me to just keep using you for your body?” Killian growls at me sounding like a savage from a time long forgotten. “I can fuck you, but I can’t love you.”
“As long as it takes for you to remember me…I don’t want you with anyone else. So yeah, Killian. If you want to fuck…I want you to fuck me. No one else.” Shame washes over me, but there’s the truth. I don’t anyone else to have him even if he can’t be what I want.
Teeth sinking in my throat he sucks the skin hard between his bite like he’s a damn vampire sucking my blood. Warmth pools between my legs and he shoves his hand down the front of my black pants. Prodding between my thighs, he rubs his thick finger through my slick heat. My back goes ramrod straight. I let out a gasp when that finger curls inside me, and it’s cold enough out here I can see my breath. The moon shines down on us on this cloudless night for all gods and monsters to see us use and abuse one another.
Killian continues to tease me, thrusting his finger in and out of me. His palm rubs over my clit creating the most desirous friction. Grunting in my ear like an animal, he’s on the verge of losing control. Laying my head back on his shoulder I pant harder. His finger leaves me, and he shoves it in my mouth. I suck my taste from him, and he smiles at me. “You look like an angel who wants fucked hard.”
“Then take me to the devil’s garden and fuck me.”
“Listen at that pretty mouth talking all filthy. Get back in the car. I’m not fucking you on the grass.”
I get back in his car feeling crazy wild. Like I could claw his skin off right now I want him so much. Killian grips the steering wheel so hard his knuckles are white as he drives fast to the apartment. We barely make it inside the elevator before he’s on me again. Mouths latched, fingers fumbling at one another’s clothing. I think my shirt gets dropped outside the door of our apartment. If our neighbors could see us, they’d call the cops on us for indecency.
Killian opens the door, and I no more than take two steps when he jerks my pants down my legs and they get caught around my shoes. He doesn’t give me time to take them off. He’s pushing me down and bending me over the back of the couch. His pants unzip, and my panties are pulled aside. He rubs the head of his cock back and forth between my cheeks, teasing at my forbidden hole.
“Have I ever fucked you here?” he leans down and bites my shoulder.
“No,” I rasp, and push against him.
“Don’t tempt me, Liri.”
If I didn’t think it’d hurt so bad, I’d let him.
“Shut up and fuck me, Killian.”
“The word fuck coming out of that pretty mouth makes me so damn hard.” His free hand grabs my chin, forcing my head up. He towers over me pressing me into the hard top of the couch with his weight. I look up at him and he smirks at me as he slides his cock inside me. “You’re so damn wet I go right in, baby.” Letting go of my face he grips my hip and fucks me hard.
Thrust after relentless thrust he pounds into me until I am ready to beg for mercy. He reaches around my front and circles my clit with the rough pad of his finger. My eyes go back in my head as he fucks me stupid. Trembling beneath him, my orgasm quakes through my body in violent waves.
I feel him all the way in my toes. His hot breath blows on the back of my neck, and he stills inside me. A fist wraps around my hair and tugs my head back so his torturous lips can taste mine.
The moment his tongue parts my lips his cock twitches inside me spilling his release.
When he’s through he smacks me on the butt and says, “Let’s get a shower before bed.”
I kick my shoes and pants off. My thighs are sticky with his release. Following him into the bathroom I catch a glimpse of us in the mirror. We resemble a bittersweet tragedy.
My eyes are puffy and bloodshot. My lips just as swollen. My hair is wild and in tangles. Killian stares at me with his jaw tight. “You hate me yet?”
“Not even close. I think it’s worse because I feel like you took me to Heaven tonight with that orgasm.”