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“Your father didn’t want me to come, but you’re my daughter. I tried to raise you right, but you keep going down these dark roads, and I’m not sure what more I can do.”

“Love me. That’s all I’ve ever wanted from either of you, but you refuse to give it. Why? Why am I so bad? Why doesn’t anyone love me?”

“You don’t know what you’re talking about.”

“You can’t even say it, can you?”

“Say what?”

“That you love me.” A tear slides down my cheek and drips onto my hospital gown.

“You’re being silly.” She fusses with my blanket, ignoring my question. Blowing off my feelings as though they don’t matter. That I don’t matter. I’ve never mattered in her eyes, and I never will.

“Mom?”

“What?”

“I’d like you to leave.”

“Excuse me?” her brow crinkles revealing the lines etched on her forehead.

The doctor enters the exam room before I can argue with her. “Hello, Miss Neville.” He flips a paper on my chart and smiles at me. “I see you’ve had stitches. Your bloodwork all came back good. You have a mild concussion, but nothing to be concerned about. Everything seems normal with your pregnancy.”

Flames lick up the back of my neck. My mother’s hand goes to her clavicle. I have no doubt if she were wearing pearls, she’d be clutching them now. “Did you say pregnancy?”

He looks to my mother who appears on the verge of passing out. “And who are you?”

“Her mother.” Her head snaps in my direction. “You’re pregnant,” she hisses the word as though it’s toxic.

“Seems so.”

“Is it by that wre

tched Todd? I knew it. I knew this would happen.” She shakes her head, muttering under her breath about how wicked I am.

“Do you have someone here to drive you home and to look after you?”

“Yes.”

“Okay. I don’t see any reason to keep you any longer. You’re a very lucky girl.” He hands me my release papers and exits.

“Your father will have a coronary. I don’t know why you continue to pull these stunts.”

I ease off the bed. I’m sore and bruised. I’ve been here for hours. All I want is to crawl into my bed, pull the covers over my head, and hope that when I wake up this was all some horrible nightmare.

After I change back into my clothes, Nickel is waiting for me, and I’m grateful. I thought my mom showing up might be a good thing for our relationship, but I was mistaken. She’s never going to change. The woman will never see me as anything other than an inconvenience and a failure.

“What are you doing getting yourself twisted up with biker trash? He’s not the father, is he?”

“No, Mother. He’s a friend of Ruthie and James. You know the people who’ve done nothing but take care of me since you and Dad put me out. You don’t even know them.”

“I know enough. They’ll only drag you down with them. There’s no hope for you. You’re a lost little girl who can’t see she’s destroying her life. You’ll ruin everything in your path, including your bastard baby.”

“Hey, lady,” Nickel snarls. “Watch your tongue or I’ll cut it out your mouth after your husband watches you suck my dick.” He grabs his crotch, and I don’t know who appears more mortified her or the nurse who just overheard the exchange.

“Well, I’ve never. Don’t call me again, Alexa.”

“I won’t,” I whisper to her back.


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