But there’s an important thing to take away from this. I’m going to go to my wedding today with my father’s blessing. He found one last way to speak to me, to talk directly to my heart and soul on the most special day of my life. And that means he really is here. He saw this day coming long before I did. He must have imagined it a thousand times. And now that I’m here, I know I have so much more to thank him for.
Now, I feel more ready than ever to get married. It feels like all those loose ends have been tied up. It feels like I can go back to the fond memories of my father, and not feel guilty about marrying the woman I love. I always thought he’d disapprove, but I guess I read him wrong. Perhaps it’s just a father’s instinct that led him to be so intuitive. I hope it’s a trait he’s passed on to me, and that I’ll use it to care for my own children someday.
It’s time to do this.
I straighten my tie and remember how dad taught me to knot a tie when I was eight years old. The memory makes me smile, and it’s like he’s got a hand on my shoulder as I leave the hotel room for the last time as an unmarried man. When I come back here later, it’ll be with my beautiful bride, the woman of my dreams, the love of my life.
I can hardly wait.
The church looks beautiful when I arrive. It’s arranged with all of Amelia’s favorite flowers, an explosion of color brought to the room. It’ll only get brighter when she walks down the aisle. I greet the guests as they enter the church, anticipating the moment when I get up on the altar and see Amelia walking toward me.
Just thinking of her walking towards me in her dress warms my heart. I have no idea what dress she’s gone for, but I know that she’s going to look incredible no matter what. I have no doubt that I’m going to want her the moment I see her, my cock hardens in my pants a the thought of her in that dress.
The primal desire within me will make me want to rip that dress right off her, especially considering she’s not so innocent anymore. Not when I’ve had her in every possible position this past month. Not when I’ve come deep inside her a million times over. Tonight after the wedding will be no exception, and I can’t wait.
But first, I want to savor every second of this day. Because as much as I want her all the time, it’s not just about the sex with her. It’s the emotional connection, the deep talks we have, the laughter we share. No marriage is complete without all of those things as well. I guess my father must have been able to tell a long time ago how well suited Amelia and I are. I know for sure that he’s looking down on us, blessing this day and the marriage that’ll follow. That makes me the happiest man in the world.
The crowd stirs as the doors to the church open. The ceremony is about to begin. I clasp my hands in front of me and wait as patiently as I can for my bride.
And then I lay eyes on her. Stunning. Radiant. Beautiful. My wife to be. She smiles at me, her eyes lighting up.
And I feel complete.
Epilogue
Amelia
I was so nervous about walking down the aisle. I’ve always had a fear of falling flat on my face on my wedding day or ripping my dress or embarrassing myself in some way. But now, as I glide toward Leo, it feels like the most natural thing in the entire world. I can’t remember what I was so nervous about. I was born to do this. My entire life has led up to this very moment, where I’ll finally fulfill my destiny.
I was made to be Leo’s wife.
And when I see him smile, I know he couldn’t be happier with how I look as I walk toward him. I’m wearing a silk dress that flows out elegantly behind me and a lace veil that drifts to the floor, as long as the train of the dress. I think back to the pink dress he bought me, and the sunset gown I got engaged in. But, I think I’ve hit the jackpot with this dress. I look the best I ever have, and it puts a huge smile on Leo’s face.
I can barely believe we’re finally getting to share this moment. I’ve spent so long pining for him, and it doesn’t quite feel real that he’s finally going to be mine. Even though I’ve spent the past month in his bed, in his arms, in his life in every single way, it’s only dawning on me now that this is going to be my life forever.