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“You were with a man with sandy hair and pale blue eyes, an American accent. Together, in a room I didn’t know, but a hotel room I’d say. And you laughing as you undressed each other.”

She gripped her hands together under the table. “His name was David Watson. It would’ve been near to five years ago now when he was in Cong. A photographer from New York City. We enjoyed each other’s company and spent two nights together before he went back to America.

“He’s not the only one Cabhan could show you. There aren’t many but more than David Watson. Have you taken no women to bed these past years, Finbar?”

Darkly green,

just a bit dangerous, his eyes met hers. “There have been women. I tried to hurt none of them, and still most knew they were solace or, worse, somehow, placeholders. I never thought or expected you’d not had . . . someone, Branna, but it was hard to have no choice than to watch you with another man.”

“This is how he bleeds you. He doesn’t want you dead, as he hopes to merge what you have with what he has, to hold you up as son, when you’re nothing of the kind. So this is how he damages you without leaving a mark.”

“I’m already marked, or neither of us would have been with others. I know his purpose, Branna, as well as you. It doesn’t make it go down easier.”

“We can try to find what will block him out.”

Fin shook his head. “We’ve enough to do already. I’ll deal with it. And there’s something else, I can’t quite see or hear, but only feel there’s something else trying to find a way in as well.”

“Something?”

“Or someone, and I wouldn’t block without knowing. It’s like something pushing against him, trying to find room. I can’t explain it. It’s a feeling when I wake that there’s a voice just out of my hearing. So I’ll listen for it, see what it says.”

“You might do better with a good night’s sleep than listening for voices. I can’t change the last years, Fin.”

He met her eyes. “Nor can I.”

“Would it be easier on you if we weren’t together now? If we went back to working together only? If he couldn’t use me as a weapon against you, it—”

“There’s nothing harder than being without you.”

She rose, went around the table to curl in his lap. “Should I give you the names of those I’ve been with? I could add their descriptions as well, so you’ll know what to expect.”

After a long moment, he gave her hair a hard tug. “That’s a cruel and callous suggestion.”

She tipped her head back. “But it nearly made you smile. Let me help you sleep tonight, Fin.” She brushed her lips over his cheek. “You’ll do better work for it. Whatever’s trying to get in along with him can wait.”

“There was a redhead name of Tilda in London. She had eyes like bluebells, a laugh like a siren. And dimples.”

Eyes narrowed, Branna slid a hand up his throat, squeezed. “Balancing the scales, are we?”

“As you’ve yet to witness Tilda’s impressive agility, I’d say the scales are far from balanced. But I should sleep better tonight for mentioning her.”

He dropped his forehead to Branna’s. “I won’t let him damage me, or us.”

Iona rushed in the back door, said, “Oops.”

“We’re just having some lunch,” Branna told her.

“So I see. You’d both better come take a look at this.” Without waiting, she hurried through and into the workshop.

When Branna and Fin joined her, they stood looking out the window at the line of rats ranged just along the border of protection.

Branna laid a hand on Kathel’s head when he growled.

“He doesn’t like not being able to see in,” she said quietly.

“I started to flame them up, but I thought you should see first. It’s why I came around the back.”

“I’ll deal with it.” Fin started for the door.


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