"Tomorrow, I'll think about all the reasons why I can't have you. Like you're too young. Your father is my best friend. You live next door..."
"And I'm your nanny," I supply.
"Yeah, that." He shakes his head. "I know all of those things, but they don't seem important right now." He leans forward and pulls me up to my feet. His hands lace around my neck and bring our mouths less than an inch apart. "But I'm sober enough to tell you that I want you, with or without the wine."
What should I do?
Chapter 10
Butterfly Kisses
Jeff
Her mouth comes down on mine, as light as a butterfly landing on a flower. Sober me knows that I can't kiss her.
But I am drunk. Right now, I'm balanced between being a good man and a bad one.
I never promised to be an angel. My hands settle on her hips and draw her into my lap. Her thighs are on either side of my body. I can feel the sweet heat of her body touching my cock. We're still wearing clothes, but I'll fix that soon. I yank off her clothes, leaving her naked. Then I pull her into my arms so I can throw her on the nearest bed. I shed my clothing as quickly as I can before climbing in beside her. I pull the covers all the way off the bed so the only thing there is Elia. Me. A fitted sheet. Some pillows.
I feel like a teenager having his first time. Elia sits up, grabs a pillow, and puts it over her chest, but I pull it away from her.
"I want to see you," I tell her.
Her pupils are dilated. She's breathing hard. I know that she wants this, too. I settle one hand on the juncture of her thigh and hip.
"Do you want this?"
"Yes," she breathes, even though she closes her eyes and there's a tiny tint of red to her cheeks.
"Good," I say. I push her onto her back then. I kiss my way down her body before giving her a deep kiss with my tongue, playing with her clit. Her hips buck off of the bed. She's starting to roll from side to side, but I hold her hips in my hands as I lick her steadily. She's screaming before long, and if
I had the presence of mind to worry about my son, I would. But my entire world is right here, right now. Damn the consequences.
I push a finger inside of her and hit her virginity.
"I'm going to take this," I say.
"Yes," she tells me, her voice very soft. She looks like she might pass out.
"Baby, you'll want to stay awake. We're just getting started."
With that, I pull her legs over my shoulders. I lean forward and press the tip of my cock against her softness, the softness that I was just worshipping moments ago as she writhed under my tongue.
I slowly push the head in.
"Holy cow, you're so big," she moans. I can tell that she's experiencing a little pain."
"Breathe in," I tell her. "And out."
She tries to control her breathing, but her muscles are going wild around me. I can feel my balls drawing up even though it's way too early for me to be coming. I put a hand around my own cock, tightening my grip as I guide the rest of my dick inside of her untouched body.
I know that I've broken her barrier from the small sound of pain that she makes. But the scrunched up expression on her face leaves in a few moments. Then her mouth is open as I take her body again and again. She's pinned with her legs over my shoulders. I kiss her, shoving my tongue inside of her with the same rhythm as my cock.
She half screams with another orgasm, but she can't move and it's muffled by my tongue. I grunt as I pour my seed into her.
I roll so that we're on our sides. I wrap her in my arms and kiss her neck. She feels just right here, warm and loving. I fall asleep with her sweet vanilla scent surrounding me.
Chapter 11