“You think I’m going to live somewhere without you? You’re my heart.” Every time he calls me that, my insides flutter. Every. Time. I smile up at him knowing I’ll never get tired of hearing it.
“I don’t want to sleep anywhere you’re not at either.”
He leans down and kisses me as he easily lifts me up. I wrap my legs around him, and he thrust inside of me all the way to the base of his cock. I’m wet from being close to him, and some of his cum is still inside me from before. It doesn’t take but a few thrusts and we’re both climaxing. He growls my name and I’m breathless, my body tingling with pleasure. We’re always so hot and desperate, I don’t know that we’ll ever get enough.
“How did I live so long without this?” he says after he’s kissed me all over and put me back on my feet.
He begins to wash my hair for me, and my only response is a moan. The orgasm he gave me still tingles all over my skin as he massages me. I don’t know how I lived without this either, but I could never imagine not having it now. I’ve been starved for love and now he’s making sure I have more than I’ll ever need. The thought of not having this is too scary to contemplate.
“Look at me.” My eyes flutter open and they meet his dark gray ones.
Like the first day I saw them, they hold my attention. I wonder if our children will have them? One day at a time, I remind myself, because he’s still married. There is no ring on my finger and we haven’t moved in together. But that hasn’t stopped us from all the unprotected sex we’ve been having. We haven’t talked about that either since the night we first made love. I wonder how freaked out he’d be if I told him I’ve been secretly hoping to get pregnant? I know the thought is crazy, but I’d be a liar if I didn’t admit to thinking it.
“You know you’re it for me, right?” His eyes are soft and I nod. “I told you I’d fix everything and I will. It’s going to be you and me.” He says the words as his hand drifts over my stomach, making me wonder if he’s thinking the same things I am.
“We haven’t really talked about what’s in the future,” I admit.
“That’s because I don’t want you worrying about it. I’m taking care of it. You have no idea how badly I want to show you what kind of family you and I are going to have. I’m going to make up for the shitty one you had.”
“That’s really sweet but—”
“No buts.” He kisses me again before pulling me from the shower and drying me off.
I blow-dry my hair and get ready, and the whole time I’m thinking about what he said.
“My parents keep calling,” I tell him while I root around for something to wear.
I’m not sure what to wear when you’re looking for a place to live. Aiden’s already dressed in a pair of khakis and polo shirt. He’s sitting in a chair in the corner of the room watching me get ready.
“Are you going to talk to them?” he asks. He already knows all about them. In the past two weeks I’ve told him everything about my life.
I shrug because I’m not sure. I’m still mad at them, but maybe they’ve seen how little they’ve been in my life now. They could want to change, but for some reason I’m not buying it.
“You know you’re actually the kind of man they’d want me to marry.” I shake my head with a laugh. He’s from a good family, has money, and did well in school. “You have all the parents out there trying to marry their daughters off to you,” I tease with a laugh, but I watch his smile fall. “I’m sorry. I was joking.”
I walk over to him and he instantly pulls me into his lap and nuzzles my neck. “I never should have done it.” He’s talking about getting married to Savannah.
“You did what you thought was right.” He’s a good man, so how could it bother me?
“Still, it feels like I cheated on you.”
“What?” I turn in his lap so I’m straddling him. His hands go to my hips and he holds me tightly. “That’s silly.” We were each other’s first. He in no way cheated on me.
“You are the only woman who should ever be my wife.” He rests his forehead to mine and I can feel the tension in his body. “I’m fixing that today.”
“What do you mean?” He hasn’t spoken about the annulment since I saw the papers he pulled out. Savannah signed them, but I knew it wasn’t that easy. It doesn’t all go away when you sign on the dotted line. At least I don’t think that’s how it works.