nbsp; It hadn't been complicated, she realized, or boring, or stressful. At least not after the first few minutes. She'd forgotten, or nearly, what it could be like to be both stimulated and relaxed around a man.
Or to wonfler, and there was no point pretending she wasn't wondering, what it would be like to have those hands - those big, work-hardened hands - on her.
Roz had left lights on for her. Front porch, foyer, her own bedroom. She saw the gleam of them as they drove up, and found it a motherly thing to do. Or big sisterly, Stella supposed, as Roz wasn't nearly old enough to be her mother.
Her mother had been too busy with her own life and interests to think about little details like front porch lights. Maybe, Stella thought, that was one of the reasons she herself was so compulsive about them.
"Such a beautiful house," Stella said. "The way it sort of glimmers at night. It's no wonder she loves it. "
"No place else quite like it. Spring comes in, the gardens just blow you away. "
"She ought to hold a house and garden tour. "
"She used to, once a year. Hasn't done it since she peeled off that asshole Clerk. I wouldn't bring it up," he said before Stella spoke. "If she wants to do that kind of thing again, she will. "
Knowing his style now, Stella waited for him to come around and open her door. "I'm looking forward to seeing the gardens in their full glory. And I'm grateful for the chance to live here a while and have the kids exposed to this kind of tradition. "
"There's another tradition. Kiss the girl good night. "
He moved a little slower this time, gave her a chance to anticipate. Those sexy nerves were just beginning to dance over her skin when his mouth met hers.
Then they raced in a shivering path to belly, to throat as his tongue skimmed over her lips to part them. His hands moved through her hair, over her shoulders, and down her body to her hips to take a good, strong hold.
Muscles, she thought dimly. Oh, God. He certainly had them. It was like being pressed against warm, smooth steel. Then he moved in so she swayed back and was trapped between the wall of him and the door. Imprisoned there, her blood sizzling as he devastated her mouth, she felt fragile and giddy, and alive with need.
"Wait a minute," she managed. "Wait. "
"Just want to finish this out first. "
He wanted a great deal more than that, but already knew -he'd have to hold himself at a kiss. So he didn't intend to rush through it. Her mouth was sumptuous, and that slight tremor in her body brutally erotic. He imagined himself gulping her down whole, with violence, with greed. Or savoring her nibble by torturous nibble until he was half mad from the flavor.
When he eased back, the drugged, dreamy look in her eyes told him he could do either. Some other time, some other place.
"Any point in pretending we're going to stop things here?"
"I can't - "
"I don't mean tonight," he said when she glanced back at the door.
"Then, no, there'd be no point in that. "
"Good. "
"But I can't just jump into something like this. I need to - "
"Plan," he finished. "Organize. "
"I'm not good at spontaneity, and spontaneity - this sort - is nearly impossible when you have two children. "
"Then plan. Organize. And let me know. I'm good at spontaneity. " He kissed her again until she felt her knees dissolve from the knee down.
"You've got my numbers. Give me a call. " He stepped back. "Go on inside, Stella. Traditionally, you don't just kiss the girl good night, you wait until she's inside before you walk off wondering when you'll have the chance to do it again. "
"Good night then. " She went inside, drifted up the stairs, and forgot to turn off the lights.
She was still floating as she started down the hall so the singing didn't register until she was two paces away from her sons' bedroom.
She closed the distance in one leap. And she saw, she saw the silhouette, the glint of blond hair in the nightlight, the gleam of eyes that stared into hers.