I cringed. “More like a year.”
“Not a fan of hookups, I take it?”
“Does Theo James count?”
“The actor? You hooked up with him?”
“Well, no—not the actual actor. But I sort of named my vibrator after him.”
Hudson groaned again. “Don’t tell me that shit.”
“What? Is that too personal? Surely it’s not a shock that a single woman has one.”
“No, it’s not that. But now I want to punch Theo James.”
I laughed.
Hudson shook his head. “I take it you named it that because that’s who you…envision?”
I bit my lip. Theo had been my go-to fantasy for years, although lately, my battery-operated boyfriend should have been renamed for the man whose eyes were currently growing darker as we spoke.
I was grateful the waitress was quick and returned with dessert. At least my big mouth would be kept busy for a while.
Some time later, I looked around the restaurant and realized it was almost empty. “What time is it?”
Hudson checked his watch. “Almost eleven. I didn’t realize it was that late. No wonder the waitress has checked on us three times since she brought dessert. She probably wants to get the hell out of here.”
“I think you’re right.”
We left the restaurant, and Hudson drove me home. As usual, there was no parking in front of my building, so he parked a few doors down.
“I’m going to walk you.”
“That’s not necessary.”
“Yes, it is.”
He got out and came around to my side of the car to open the door, then extended a hand.
“Thank you.”
He nodded.
We were quiet as we made our way to my building. I debated whether I should invite him in for coffee or something, and I still hadn’t decided as we entered the lobby and stood in front of the elevator. Of course, the run-down thing usually took ten minutes, but tonight the doors slid open immediately after I pushed the button. Hudson put one hand on the edge to stop it from closing and held the other out for me to enter—though he didn’t follow me in.
“Congratulations again on today. You killed it.”
I smiled. “Thank you. For everything, Hudson—taking a chance on me, getting me the opportunity at the network, all the things you’ve done to help make everything come together, and even celebrating with me tonight. I don’t think it’s fully hit me yet that I’m going to be on the Home Shopping Channel showing the world Signature Scent. And truly, I owe it all to you.”
He shook his head. “I just cracked open a few doors. Everything else was all you.”
We stared at each other until the elevator tried to close. Hudson’s hand stopped it, but he took that as his cue. “Goodnight, Stella.”
“Goodnight, Hudson.”
He stepped back, removing his hand.
The longest fifteen seconds ticked by while I stood in the car, waiting for the elevator doors to slide closed again. A sense of panic washed over me when they finally started to move, and at the last second, I stuck my hand between them, causing them to bounce open again.
Hudson had turned to leave, but he looked back when he heard the elevator open.
“Would you…want to come up for coffee or something?” My heart pounded inside as I waited for him to speak.
“Coffee?” he eventually said.
I bit my lip and nodded.
Hudson searched my face. “You sure you want me to come up?”
When I took too long to debate my answer, he smiled sadly. “That’s what I thought.”
I let out a relieved exhale and shook my head. “I’m sorry.”
“Nothing to be sorry about. I tease you that I’m waiting for you to ask me out, but it’s not really about you making the first move. It’s about your head being clear on what you want. This isn’t over. I’m just waiting for that little whisper in your head to get loud enough for you to listen.”
“What whisper?”
“The one that keeps telling you that despite your trust issues and concerns about our business relationship, you want me as much as I want you.”
I smiled halfheartedly, and Hudson took both of my hands in his. He lifted his chin to the empty space in the open car behind me.
“Now why don’t you get back in the elevator before I lose the last shred of self-control I have and join you.” He raised one of my hands to his lips and kissed the top. “Go.”
I nodded and stepped back in. Pushing the button on the door panel, I said quietly, “Thanks, Hudson.”
He winked as the doors began to slide closed. “Enjoy Theo.”
CHAPTER 17
Stella
The rest of the week flew by. Olivia and I worked day and night to get all of the marketing materials finalized, while Hudson focused on the orders-and-financing side of things. By Saturday morning, only a few of the rushed shipments had come in, so it was pretty daunting that the segment I’d taped was going to air at three o’clock this afternoon, and then orders could start pouring in. At least I hoped they poured in. Everything was in motion, but I wouldn’t breathe a sigh of relief until the warehouse was full of all the products necessary to start shipping.