Katie's soft lips curved into a rueful smile that brought a glow to her lovely eyes. "I was going to do what most independent, self-sufficient, adult American women do when they can't cope—run home to mother and dad."
A few minutes later they left the apartment. As they walked across the parking lot, Katie held up the expensive camera she was carrying in her left hand. "It's a camera," she told him.
"Yes, I know," he agreed with mocking gravity. "We have them even in Puerto Rico."
Katie burst out laughing and shook her head in self-deprecation. "I never realized what an 'ugly American' I am."
Stopping beside a jaunty Buick Regal, Ramon opened the passenger door for her. "You are a beautiful American," he contradicted quietly. "Get in."
To Katie's shame, she was vastly relieved that they were going in a car. Careening down the expressway in a rickety produce truck just wasn't her style. "Is your truck broken down again?" she asked as they glided smoothly out of the parking lot, turning into the stream of Saturday morning shopping traffic.
"I thought you would prefer this to a truck. I borrowed it from a friend of mine."
"We could always have taken my car," she volunteered.
The brief look he sent her made it clear that if Ramon asked someone to go somewhere with him, he expected to provide the transportation. Chastened, Katie turned on the FM radio, then stole a sideways look at him. With his superb physique and deeply tanned face and arms, he reminded her of a Spanish tennis pro.
Katie had a wonderful time with Ramon at the zoo, even though it was crowded with Memorial Day visitors. Side by side they wandered down the wide cement paths. Ramon bought her peanuts to toss to the bears and roared with laughter in the Aviary House when a toucan with an enormous beak swooped down and made Katie shriek with alarm and cover her head.
She accompanied him into the Reptile House, trying to keep her phobic aversion to snakes under control by not actually looking at anything. The hair stood up on her nape as she kept her eyes moving around the room without focusing on any of the reptilian occupants.
"Look there," Ramon said in her ear, nodding toward the huge glass enclosure right beside her.
Katie swallowed. "I don't need to look," she whispered through dry lips. "I already know there's a tree in there, which means there's probably a snake hanging from it." Her palms were beginning to perspire, and she could almost feel the reptile's sinuous slitherings on her own skin.
"What is wrong?" Ramon said sharply, noting her draining color. "Do you not like snakes?"
"Not," Katie croaked, "very much."
Shaking his head, he took her by the arm and marched her outside where Katie drew in great gulps of fresh air and sank down on a nearby bench. "I'm sure they put these benches right outside the Reptile House for people like me. Otherwise we'd be dropping like flies out here." The slight cleft in Ramon's chin deepened as he grinned. "Snakes are very beneficial to mankind. They eat rodents, insects—“
"Please!" Katie shuddered, holding up her hand in protest. "Do not describe their menu to me."
Regarding her with amusement, Ramon persisted, "The fact remains that they are very useful and entirely necessary to balance nature."
Katie rose a little unsteadily to her feet and gave him an arch look. "Really? Well, I've never heard of one thing that a snake can do that something less repulsive-looking can't do better."
Her delicate nose was wrinkled with distaste, and Ramon smiled thoughtfully down into the brilliant blue of her eyes. "Neither have I," he admitted.
They strolled along and Katie could not remember a more quietly enjoyable date. Ramon was always impeccably courteous, taking her arm when they walked down stairs or ramps, showing her a detached gallantry in the way he acquiesced to her slightest desire.
By the time they came to the island where monkeys and peacocks and other interesting, but not rare, small animals were kept, Katie had used most of the second roll of film. Helping herself to a handful of popcorn from the box Ramon held out to her, she leaned over the fence that isolated the little island, and tossed the kernels one at a time to the ducks. Her unintentionally provocative position caused the navy fabric of her slacks to stretch taut over the graceful contours of her hips and derriere, providing an appreciative Ramon with a delightful view, which he was thoroughly enjoying.
Unaware of where his attention was focused, Katie glanced over her shoulder. "Do you want a picture of this?" she asked. His lips twitched.
"Of what?"
"Of the island," Katie said, puzzled by his laughing expression. "This roll of film is nearly finished. I'll give both of them to you, and then when you have them developed you'll have a souvenir of your trip to the St. Louis zoo."
He looked at her in surprise. "These pictures are for me?"
"Of course," Katie replied, helping herself to another handful of popcorn.
"If I had known they were for me," Ramon grinned, "I would have wanted pictures of more than just bears and giraffes to remind me of this day."
Katie lifted her brows in inquiry. "Snakes, you mean? If you do, I'll show you how to use the camera, then you can go back into the Reptile House while I wait here."
"No," he said wryly, as he guided her from the fence. "Not snakes."
On the way home they stopped at a small market so that Katie could buy some coffee. On an impulse, she decided to invite Ramon in for a snack, and added a bottle of red wine and some cheese to her purchases.
Ramon walked her to her door, but when Katie invited him in he seemed to hesitate before finally nodding his assent.
Less than an hour later, Ramon stood up. "I have work to do tonight," he explained.
Smiling, Katie arose and went over to her camera. "There's one shot left on this roll. Stand there and I'll take a picture of you and give you both rolls to take with you."
"No, save it, and I will take a picture of you tomorrow when we go for a picnic."
Katie deliberated about accepting another date with him. For the first time in ages she had felt lighthearted and carefree, and yet… "No, I shouldn't really. But thanks." Ramon was tall, sexy and virile, no doubt about it, but his dark features and blatant masculinity still repelled rather than attracted her. Besides, they really had nothing in common.
"Why do you look at me and then away, as if you wish you did not see me?" Ramon asked abruptly.
Katie's gaze flew to his. "I—I don't."
"Yes," he said implacably. "You do."
Katie considered lying, but changed her mind under the scrutiny of those piercing black eyes. "You remind me of someone who's dead now. He was tall and dark and, well, just very macho-looking like you."
"His death brought you great sorrow?"
"His death brought me great release," Katie said emphatically. "There were times before he died when I wished I had th
e courage to kill him myself!"
He chuckled. "What a dark, sinister life you have led for one so young and beautiful."
Katie, who was known and liked for her sunny disposition despite the painful memories she kept buried inside, gave him a jaunty smile. "Better a dark sinister life than a boring one, I suppose."
"But you are bored," he said. "I saw it as I watched you in the place where we met." With one hand on the doorknob he looked across the room at her. "I will call for you tomorrow at noon. I will provide the food." Grinning at her surprise and indecision, he added, "And you can provide a lecture on how rude I am to insist, not ask, that you go places with me."
It wasn't until that night, when she left a boisterous party at a friend's apartment early because she was bored, that Katie seriously considered Ramon's parting words. Was boredom the reason for this increasing restlessness, this vague, unexplainable discontent that had been growing inside of her these past months, she wondered as she changed into silky pajamas and a matching robe. No, she decided after a thoughtful pause, her life was anything but boring—at times it was almost too eventful.
Curled up on the living-room sofa, Katie traced a long, manicured fingernail absently over the cover of the novel in her lap, her blue eyes cloudy and somber. If she wasn't bored, then what was the matter with her lately? It was a question she'd asked herself more and more often, and with mounting frustration because the answer always eluded her. If she could just figure out what was missing from her life, then she could try to do something about it.
There was nothing missing from her life, Katie told herself firmly. Impatient with her discontent, she mentally recounted all the reasons she had to feel happy: at twenty-three, she already had her college degree and she had a wonderful, challenging job that paid very well. Even without her salary, the trust fund her father had established for her years ago provided her with more money than she needed. She had a beautiful apartment and closets full of clothes. She was attractive to men; she had good friends, both male and female, and her social life was as active as she permitted it to be. She had loving, supportive parents, she had... everything! Katie told herself firmly.