By the time I pulled into Joe’s driveway, my body was buzzing with energy. I hadn’t felt this uncomfortable in my skin since that night when he’d seen me jump off the roof.
I was sure Joe knew something was wrong, but he didn’t push me, and he didn’t tell me to leave when we stepped inside. I had to find a way to release all the energy trapped inside me. I considered running, but before I could, Joe grabbed the back of my shirt and yanked me against him, wrapping one arm around my neck and squeezing my cock with his other hand. “Tell me what you need.”
Fuck. He really did understand me. I pushed back, rubbing my ass against his hard cock. “I need to throw you on the bed. I need to fuck you, use you, own you. I want you to be mine.”
Joe tightened his hold on me and slid his teeth along the tender skin of my neck.
“Do it,” he whispered. “I can take anything you have to give.”
“Anything? Are you sure?”
“Yes, because I know one day you’ll do the same for me. You’ll let me torment you until you lose your fucking mind, won’t you?”
“Fuck. You know I will, but not tonight. I need you to submit to me. I need to conquer you.”
“Then show me what you’ve got.”
I broke free of his hold, spun him, and pressed him against the door. “I won’t go easy. I need this to be hard and rough. I need…”
“You need to punish me for seeing you, for knowing you.”
I shook my head. “I don’t—”
“It’s okay. I get it.”
No one else ever had. “It’s so fucking hard to be open like this, but I can’t help myself with you.”
“Fuck me, Devil. Please.”
I kissed him then because I needed to make him stop talking, stop thinking, stop doing anything but serving me with his fucking gorgeous body.
I bit his lower lip, tugging on it and making him groan. I released his hands so I could slide my fingers into his hair and hold his head right where I wanted it.
He took hold of my hips, pulling me to him and grinding our cocks together. When I ended the kiss, I looked into his eyes. “I want to restrain you, to truss you up so all you can do is lie there and take what I give you.”
“No. I know I said anything, but… not that.”
I could tell he was serious. This wasn’t part of the game. He’d been resistant before when I’d said I wanted to tie his hands.
“You can’t do restraints?” I kept my tone soft so he’d know I wasn’t criticizing him.
He shook his head. “I was captured once, and I…”
“It’s okay. Me not tying you up just means you’re going to have to use a lot of willpower. When I tell you to hold still, I’m going to expect you to do it. If you don’t, I’ll punish you.”
He glared at me. “Stop trying to scare me, and just get on with it.”
“You know that’s going to make me take my sweet time with you.”
“You need me too much to do that. You’re so hyped up already that you can hardly wait to fuck me.”
“I can wait if I need to because I also want to toy with you. I like playing games with my prey, and what I really need tonight is to be in control.”
“You’ve been controlling this whole day, showing me what you want me to see.”
“No. It’s what I needed you to see. I don’t want any of this. I feel exposed and out of control, and I need to know I can make you obey.”
“You’re so fucking twisted.”
“And you love it because you’re the same way, even if you like rules.”
His smile let me know how right I was.
“Here are some rules for you. Get on your knees and keep your eyes on me. Don’t speak. Don’t move, and don’t you dare fucking come.”
“Yes, sir. Do your worst.”
I grabbed his hair and yanked his head to the side. “I said no talking. If you want to come tonight, you’re going to need to obey.”
He licked his lips and smiled at me. “Yes, sir.”
I glared at him as I let him go, shoving him so he stumbled to the side. Once he righted himself, he sank to his knees. Fuck, he was gorgeous looking up at me.
I opened my pants, pulled out my cock, and began to jerk myself off. Joe watched, his eyes wide. The longer I kept going, the more rapidly his chest rose and fell. “Are you enjoying the show?”
He glared at me and didn’t respond.
“You’re allowed to answer questions.”
“I like it, but I want your cock inside me.”
“This isn’t about what you want.” I moved my hand faster, and he sucked in his breath.