As we squeezed behind the couch, I thought I smelled cat pee and I froze. I don't know why. My heart hammered, and I swore I could smell that acrid urine stink, but then it vanished and I shook off the feeling and pushed in deeper.
Now we waited ... for Mrs. Evans to walk into the study and see her dead husband and dying housekeeper. I thought of that. The horror of it.
I could spare her. Jump up and say she didn't want to go in there. Pull her out. Force her back.
But I only held my breath and listened to her footsteps as they approached.
"Once she sees the bodies, we'll leave."
I jumped as Gabriel whispered the words at my ear. He squeezed my shoulder, and I'm sure it was more a restraining gesture than a reassuring one, but it felt good, the weight of his hand, the warmth of it, and I realized my heart was pounding.
I unclenched my fists and took a deep breath.
"We'll back out," he whispered. "Move fast. Get outside. Call 911."
I thought of telling him to shush. It really wasn't the time to be talking. But maybe I wasn't the only one a little freaked out.
"It's best if we call," he said. "The wife knows you were here."
I nodded.
"It'll be all right," he whispered. "I'll look after it."
I twisted, saw the concern on his face, and knew that's what he was worried about--that I was going to have to admit I'd shot the housekeeper. He couldn't shield me from that. In that brief moment, mid-crisis, the wall came down, blue eyes clouded, allowing himself, for a moment, to be worried.
"I'll be okay," I said.
The wall swung back up. "Yes, of course you will. Now, shhh."
Right. Because I was the one talking.
Mrs. Evans had to be close to the study door. It seemed to take forever, her steps excruciatingly slow.
I heard her shoes squeak as she must have turned in. Yet there was no scream. Not even a gasp. Her steps just continued, as if she'd seen the blood and the bodies and kept going.
She's in shock.
Gabriel put a hand on my shoulder. "Follow me," he whispered.
He stood, stooped, ready to duck again as his gaze scanned the room. Then he nodded and exited the other side of the sofa. I followed.
From where we stood, we couldn't see into the study. To get out of the house, though, we had to pass that open door. Gabriel made it two steps before Mrs. Evans said, "I'm here."
Gabriel stopped. His gaze swung back, measuring the distance to the sofa.
"Yes," Mrs. Evans said. "I'm in the study."
She was on the phone. Calling 911, it seemed, her voice dead with shock. I motioned for Gabriel to keep going.
"No, the girl isn't here," Mrs. Evans said. "Just William. He's dead. And Maria. I think she's dead, too." A pause. "There's a lot of blood. She isn't moving."
I stood there, staring toward the study, mentally looping her words. It sounded like a child speaking, the words simple, matter-of-fact. And her tone. There was no tone. Her voice was completely flat.
"No. I don't see a gun." Pause. "Yes. In the desk." Pause. "I will."
Gabriel nearly yanked me off my feet as he dragged me at a jog across the room. As we passed the study door, I glanced in to see Mrs. Evans pulling a gun from the desk drawer. She'd pushed her husband's chair back, his body still draped over it. Pushed it aside as if it was a piece of furniture.
I stutter-stepped as I saw that. I caught a glimpse of her face. Her blank, expressionless face. Just like Maria's.