Kendall moves close to me, then slides her hand down to my cock. It’s so damn hard she might snap it off. She pumps me a few times, causing my eyes to roll to the back of my head. She already knows my body so well and knows exactly how to please me.
"Fuck, baby," I mutter, and she throws me a smirk before placing her plump lips around the tip. She hums and forces my length to the back of her throat. Not leaving an inch untouched, she licks my shaft and massages my balls.
"I want you to come in my mouth," she whispers, sliding her tongue around my shaft.
“Fuck, Angel,” I grunt as she strokes me faster. Placing my hands behind my head, I watch as she devours me. Her eyes meet mine, and the intensity of her gaze is almost too much to handle.
I hold her hair out of her face, and when she cups my balls, nearly choking on my cock, the buildup begins. She's definitely aware of how my body’s reacting to her. Instead of picking up the pace, Kendall goes slow and steady, sucking me until I can't hold it back any longer. I explode in her mouth, and she swallows all of me, licking her lips with enjoyment. "Mmm."
I chuckle as she moves up my body, then kisses me.
"You're so goddamn sexy," I tell her. “I need to fuck that tight cunt.”
Even though we were supposed to come here to get it ready for Eli and Cami’s honeymoon, there’s no denying we’ve been fucking like newlyweds.
She leans up and traces her lips around the shell of my ear, then whispers, "Just think of all the time we've wasted over the years."
“I can’t get enough of you,” I confess.
Kendall straddles my hips and rides me until she’s screaming out my name. I love watching her take control.
“Your dick is all mine,” she purrs as her body shakes with her release.
“All yours,” I reiterate, then flip her over. I bring her to the edge of the bed and slam inside her until I come again.
By the time we’re both satiated, we’re exhausted and crawl farther onto the bed. I suck in a deep breath, wanting to inhale the sweet smell of her skin before she lays her head against my chest. She turns on the TV and puts on Miracle on 34th Street.
While the movie plays, I can't help but think about Kendall's words. Of course, if we would've created this bond years ago, no telling where we'd be right now. Living together? Married? Would we have kids? It's hard to say because that wasn't our reality.
I'm a firm believer that timing is everything, and if we would've gotten together then, maybe it wouldn't have worked out. During the pandemic, I was dealing with so much shit that I'm convinced it wouldn't have. I was stressed, overworked, and in a constant state of worry about my sister, best friend, and patients. My parents stayed in the city and were still having teatime with friends. Constant overwhelm and exhaustion never left me, and that period still affects me.
Every day I went to work, I risked my life. Medical school never prepared me for losing people to that extreme level. Hundreds every day. It will always haunt me. When I think back to those early months last year, I was working on autopilot, and even weeks later, I never dealt with my own personal demons.
Kendall's breathing softens, and I know she fell asleep. I catch a glimpse of her and soak in this moment.
She rustles, and I lightly tap her arm and help her get under the blanket. Moving as close as she can to me, she presses a kiss to my cheek, and minutes later, she's back in dreamland. Her soft breaths brush against my cheek, and I stare up at the ceiling as my mind wanders.
A million questions come to the forefront, and I rationally ask myself if I can be what Kendall needs. If I can give her the attention she deserves. Once we leave the cabin, the obligations we both have will return. Internal doubt along with all the conflicting feelings I've experienced nearly swallows me whole.
Could I be the man to make her happy?
Over the years, we never got along. She was too worried about brunch and getting her nails done. Or maybe that's what I chose to see?
The blinders have been removed, and I've gotten a glimpse of the real Kendall, the woman I’m falling hard for. It makes sense as to why my sister adores her so much and always has. Kendall’s an amazing person.
I'm not sure what will happen when we leave. While we haven't had a conversation about what this means to us now, I’m certain neither of us expected sparks to fly.