“Do you wish your parents had raised you overseas rather than in the States?”
He shrugs. “It doesn’t really matter. We moved around so much for my dad’s work that I feel like I grew up everywhere.”
“Do you prefer French or English?”
He thinks on that for a moment. “French.” He pauses before adding, “In certain moments.”
I shift in my chair, aware of what he’s hinting at. Hopefully he doesn’t notice my blush in the candlelight.
“Favorite book?”
“I don’t have just one. It’s too hard to pick.”
“What’s the last concert you went to?”
His eyes narrow as he thinks it over. “Does the symphony count? I went for a fundraiser last month.”
I act offended. “Remind me to buy us all tickets to a decent show when we get back to Boston, something with cheap beer and a sound system that will make us all go deaf.”
He laughs and I take my lip between my teeth as I scan the restaurant, trying to think of another question. I see a couple not far from us, leaning in toward one another, eyes locked. The woman has her hand flat on top of the table and the man is tracing each one of her fingers. It feels surprisingly intimate, and it encourages me to ask a question that takes us in a slightly different direction.
“What attracts you to a person?”
When he doesn’t answer immediately, I glance back at him to find him studying me.
“It’s not one thing,” he says, dragging his finger up and down through the condensation on his water glass. “It’s more in the way someone makes me feel. Electrified, excited…hungry. Maybe it’s physical, maybe mental. I don’t know.”
It’s a good answer, but I want more. “C’mon. You’re not a butt guy?”
He chuckles under his breath and shakes his head. “I tend to notice a woman’s legs first.”
I cross mine beneath the table.
“The idea of a pair of long legs, sliding apart…”
NOAH.
I look away quickly, trying to hide my reaction to his response. I’m not used to this side of him. It’s sexy and nerve-racking all at once.
“Is it my turn yet?” he asks, leaning in toward me.
“I haven’t been counting,” I admit. “Did I reach my limit already?”
“No, but still…I’d like to go now.” When I don’t object, he continues, “Tell me, what’s the most spontaneous thing you’ve ever done?”
My brows shoot up. “Spontaneous?”
I try hard to think. I’ve always been a good girl. Good grades, good attitude. I’m an overachiever, a teacher’s pet. Spontaneity and I don’t really go hand in hand.
“Does booking this trip count?” I ask with a weak smile.
He frowns. “This was planned almost a year ago.”
My shoulders sag. “Well it felt spontaneous at the time.”
“Okay. Next question: have you ever had sex on the first date?”
I laugh in shock. “You can’t ask that!”
“Why not?”
“I asked you about your favorite book!”
“It’s not my fault you chose boring questions.”
I narrow my eyes teasingly. “I resent that.”
“Answer the question.”
The waiter arrives then, dropping off our salads, and I use his presence to build my resolve. I don’t want to chicken out. I’m not a prude. If he’s curious, I’ll tell him.
“No, I haven’t,” I say when we’re left alone again.
I pick up my fork, excited by the array of fresh ingredients on my plate: jicama, mango, and cilantro, to name a few.
“All right, if you could be any animal, what would it be?”
I laugh, confused about how we went from sex on the first date to a question about animals.
I peer up at him from beneath my brows. “Are you going easy on me now?”
“Maybe. I’m just not sure you want to play the way I want to.”
I think over his words for a moment, surprised that they raise my hackles. I don’t need to be handled with kid gloves just because I’m Natalie’s friend.
“Ask me whatever you want to ask, Noah. I’m game.” I lean forward. “In fact, I’ll take a turn. Tell me, have you ever had a sexy dream?”
He laughs. “Who hasn’t?”
“About me?”
His smile dies on his lips and there’s a long, agonizing silence as he mulls the question over.
“Are you sure you want to ask that?”
“Now who doesn’t want to play the game?” I ask with a cocky little smile as I fork a bite of salad into my mouth.
“Yes,” he says confidently as he watches me chew. “I’ve had plenty of dirty dreams about you.”
Dirty dreams.
I nearly gulp.
“Now answer this: were you happy to find out we’d be alone here in Mexico?” he asks.
Even though my question was more scandalous, his feels more intimate. Dreams can be written off—unconscious thoughts don’t necessarily mean anything—but if I reveal that I was happy to discover it’d be just us on this vacation, that’s as significant as admitting to my entire schoolgirl crush on him once and for all.
It’s not something I can easily take back once it’s out there, and even though it feels tempting to give in to the moment here in Mexico, I can’t help but wonder how things will settle when we get back to Boston. How will we face each other again once the cat’s out of the bag?