That grin faded fast as Hollis’s touch wreaked havoc with his system. He felt the flush of heat in his chest, the twist of lust in his gut. His heart picked up, ramming so hard against his ribs, he wondered if Hollis could hear it. His breathing became ragged. He wanted to crawl all over that big body, wanted the man back inside him. He turned back to Hollis and tugged him to his feet then pushed up the sweater. He kissed skin as it was revealed, latched onto a nipple. The man in front of him rippled with a shudder and Hollis cradled his head to his chest, encouraging him to suck. He sucked hard.
A hoarse sound escaped Hollis as his entire frame jolted. Ian liked that himself. “God, I love exploring your body, learning what you like.” He licked his other nipple, loving the shiver he got in response.
“I like what you’re doing so much I’m about to come in my pants like a teenager.”
“We can’t have that,” Ian breathed against his stomach as he tongued the trail of hair under his belly button and unzipped Hollis’s jeans. He tugged them down, a spike of heat spearing him when he found a lack of underwear. He licked the head of Hollis’s cock.
“Okay, that’s it,” Hollis tugged him back to his feet. He made quick work of his pants and crawled back to lie on the bed. He narrowed his eyes and crooked his finger at Ian. “Come here,” he whispered.
Ian crawled on top of him, poured lube onto his fingers and reached behind himself.
“Wait,” Hollis said. “I want to do that.”
“Please,” Ian breathed, handing him the lube. He rolled off him and onto his back, knowing this angle would be easier for Hollis to get him ready.
Anticipation built so hard and fast that when one blunt, thick finger rubbed over his hole, he started to shake. Hollis paused and Ian couldn’t help but release a strangled laugh. “It’s good shaking. I promise. Just excited. So fucking excited.”
Hollis rubbed at first. He traced the circle with his finger, rubbed back and forth, and the whole time, he watched Ian’s face.
The excitement taking over Ian’s body was so strong, so profound, he knew he was going to blow the second Hollis got inside him. He watched Hollis’s face, kept his eyes steady on those pretty blue ones when Hollis slid the tip of his finger inside him.
“Oh yes,” Ian breathed. “Please.”
Then it was Hollis’s turn as his body started to shake. “Oh, fuck, Ian. Ian,” he breathed out his name like he was saying a prayer.
“Yeah, yeah.” Ian started lifting his hips. “Deeper. Oh, my God.”
Hollis made a strangled noise in his throat but he listened. He squeezed more lube over his fingers, getting it all over the insides of Ian’s thighs. Ian didn’t give a shit. He spread his thighs wide and lifted his ass off the bed. Hollis took his lips in a kiss that made him writhe even more.
“Two,” Ian breathed. “Use two now.”
Two slid inside him and Ian saw stars. “Oh, fuck yes!” He clenched around Hollis’s fingers. “Crook them.”
“Oh yes,” Hollis breathed against his neck. He crooked his fingers and they brushed over Ian’s prostate.
“Agh!!!!”
Hollis was panting against his neck. “This is the hottest thing I’ve ever been a part of in my entire life. It’s not going to…holy shit…I can’t…” Hollis gasped.
“Yeah? You’re coming now?”
Hollis pulled out his fingers and rolled onto his back. He threw an arm over his eyes. “Just give me a second. Holy fuck.”
But Ian couldn’t wait. He ripped open a condom with shaky fingers and smoothed it down over Hollis’s dick. He climbed on top of Hollis, scooted up, and pressed the tip to his hole. “Ready?”
Hollis lowered his arm, blue eyes intent on Ian’s. “Are you?”
“Oh yeah.” Ian lowered himself slowly onto Hollis. So, so, slowly. At first he felt too much, felt the split, felt the burn, and he had to close his eyes. He kept pushing down and when Hollis was lodged all of the way inside him, Ian just let himself feel. Oh, he loved this. The excitement racing through him was so profound, so unbelievably powerful; he couldn’t handle not being closer to the person making him feel this way. He leaned over and crushed his mouth onto Hollis’s. He thrust his tongue into Hollis’s mouth, rubbing their tongues together, lust tearing through him and leaving fire in its wake.
Desperation fueled the kiss as Hollis wrapped one strong hand around the back of his neck. They kissed deeper and deeper and Ian gasped when Hollis thrust up inside him harder.
“You okay?” Hollis panted against his mouth.
Ian stopped rocking against him, pulled a few inches away, and made sure Hollis was looking directly at him. “You don’t have to ask that anymore. I know you care and trust me, that means more to me than you could possibly imagine. I feel safe with you and I have never, ever, felt that with anyone else. I trust you. So you can move hard or soft or however you like it. You can fuck me through this mattress, bend me over anything you can come up with.” He framed his hands on either side of Hollis’s face. “This. With you and me. It’s good. I will always be okay with it. In fact, this feels so damn good, I might lose my mind.” He pressed a quick, hard kiss to Hollis’s mouth. “So, do you think you could start fucking me now?”