“I always do,” I reply a little more harshly than I intended.
“Brother, I’m not trying to take this one from you; I’ve changed.” I roll my eyes.
“Thanks for helping her, but I would appreciate it if you stayed away for now.” He nods reluctantly then gives her a long stare. He is pissing me the fuck off with the way he looks at her.
“Tell her I’m sorry.” He then exits the room without another word. I’m starting to feel anxious. The way he looked at her, the way she looked at him. History had better not be repeating itself, because if it does there’s no way I can survive the loss of her.
I hold her hand while she sleeps that night, hoping she wakes up feeling better.
I’m Sorry
Jared
My nerves are shot. I could hardly sleep last night as I stared at the love of my life. I need to reassure her she is safe.
I didn’t get all the details on her attack, but when she said he touched her that’s all I needed to hear.
He violated her, although I’m not sure the extent of it because no one will tell me anything. What I do know is that I will make him pay one way or another. As a matter of fact, he’s being dealt with as we speak. He will stay alive until I get to where he is. I want to be the one to end his life. I want to be the one to slit his throat before he pleads for his life. Before I do that I will find out who he works for, and they also will wish that they were dead.
When she wakes the next morning I have everything packed and ready for us to leave.
She gives me a smile that doesn't reach her eyes, which makes my heart shudder. This beautiful woman has been through so much heartache and pain. She can’t catch a break.
“Come here.” She waves me over and sits up to face me. When she grabs my hand and tears start to leak from her eyes, my heart splits in half. I don’t think she realizes just how strong she is.
“I’m so sorry,” she murmurs, and then launches herself into my arms.
“I should have never treated you that way, and I’m sorry. I love you so much. I’m just hurting right now,” she explains.
“Babe, you don’t have to explain yourself to me. I know and understand. You have every right to feel the way you do. I want you in my life forever, Erica. This isn’t a quick fling for me, this is me telling you I can’t live without you. It physically hurts to think of you not in my life.” I feel better getting that off my chest. She smashes her lips to mine and I grab her with greedy hands. We can’t get enough of each other as our hands roam each other’s bodies and hold on for dear life. This woman is all mine, and I’m never letting her go.
Erica
He feels so good, and I need him right now. I don’t care that we are in a hospital room. He lifts me and my legs instantly wrap around his middle. He groans in my mouth and brings me up to the wall. His pants are down and I’m already bare beneath myhospital gown. He then rips the thin rag off of me and I am left completely naked and him half-clothed.
Something about that always gets me worked up even more, like I’m exposed to him in every way and all my vulnerability is visible to his eyes and his eyes only. I’m left for him to take me in any way he pleases. I need to feel Jared’s hands all over me and nothis.
“Please!” I beg, and I feel him smile against my neck as he kisses his way around each exposed breast, giving me pleasure upon pleasure.
“You’re so beautiful.” He moans, and slams his hard shaft inside of me. I yell out in pleasure and he covers my mouth with his hand.
“Quiet, baby; they will hear you, and I’m not stopping if they come through that door.” I’m so worked up right now I could explode.
Jared moves fast and hard inside me as my body is slammed up against the wall. I feel every inch of him take me and I love it. His kisses are more aggressive, as if he’s staking his claim over me.
“So fucking tight. So fucking perfect,” he growls, and I start to feel myself let go. He continues to pick up the pace, moving so perfectly inside me.
“Yes, baby, tightened all around me like you wanted this. I fucking own this gorgeous body.”
“Ahhh, yes! Jared!” I pulsate all around him as he lets go. We are breathing heavily against the wall.
I start to laugh and so does he while he’s still inside me.
“Wow, we are animals.” I continue to laugh then his face grows serious.
“Marry me,” he says, and my eyes widen in shock.
“What?” I stutter.