I dig my nails into his firm ass and push him even deeper down my throat. Heat flares in his eyes when he gets my meaning. It doesn’t take long for his gentle touch to firm. He holds my head tight, keeping me in place as he rocks his hips into my mouth.
At first, he’s careful, making sure I can take whatever he dishes out. If I didn’t have my mouth full of cock, I’d tell him to do as he pleases. To take his pleasure. As it is, all I can do is moan around his length and work my tongue against his thrusting flesh.
Finally he lets go of his firm self-control and starts to fuck my mouth. I moan and gag, my eyes watering and it’s pure bliss. I lose myself to the moment. To being dominated by my love, my daddy.
I look up into Jasper’s eyes and nearly cry at the devotion reflected in those fiery blue depths. I double down on sucking him. Apologizing without words for what I’m going to do.
“Fuck, babygirl. I’m going to come.”
I hum my approval, gripping his thighs tight. He thrusts once, twice, and on the third, he releases down my throat. I swallow him down until I’ve sucked him dry.
I release his cock with a pop and he hauls me up, crashing his lips to mine. His hand sneaks between us and his fingers find me wet and wanting. Guilt almost has me stopping his hand. I don’t deserve the pleasure of his touch. But I can’t help myself. Surely I can take this last bit of pleasure from the man I’ve come to love in such a short time. And now that I’m giving him up to protect him and our friends, I know it’s love.
Anything less wouldn’t hurt so damn much.
His fingers caress my pussy as if it’s Jasper’s most prized possession. He slowly works my clit, rolling the swollen nub under his fingers. I gasp and moan, holding onto his shoulders so I don’t melt onto the ground.
“Daddy,” I moan.
My orgasm rolls through me like a heated wave, taking me by surprise. His lips crush to mine passionately. Tears prick my eyes, and I have to swallow back a sob. It’s just not fair. I finally get everything I desire, and now I’ve got to give it all up to marry a monster.
We finish showering together. I do my very best to hide my morose mood. I don’t want Jasper worrying. I need him to think everything is fine so that I can have a chance to escape his protection.
“What’s the plan for the day?” he asks.
“I thought maybe we could go to the movies. You know, like a date.” I both blush and inwardly cringe at the suggestion. Blushing because it’s a forward thing to ask for and cringing because I’m lying to him.
My plan is to go to the bathroom midway through the movie and escape through the emergency exit.
“My babygirl wants a date, does she?” he says, wrapping me up in his strong arms.
“Or lunch would do,” I say quickly in case he’s not the movie type. I could just as easily sneak out the back exit of a restaurant.
“What if we get brunch, then go to the movie?” he suggests.
“You’ll spoil me,” I murmur.
“Good. You should be spoiled.”
He wouldn’t think that if he knew I was withholding pertinent information regarding my safety. No, he’d be quite mad with me. I don’t envy the person who gives him the letter I plan to leave him in the bathroom of wherever we end up. I hope he isn’t the kind of man to shoot the messenger.
We quickly get dressed and head to Benedict, the best breakfast and brunch place in the city. Magically, we don’t have to wait in line like everyone else. We are seated right away even though the place is packed.
“Should I even ask who you strong-armed to get us a reservation at the last minute?”
Jasper chuckles. “It helps to know people.”
“Obviously.”
We’ve barely just sat down when our waitress comes to take our drink orders. Jasper gives me a look when I order water and adds a mimosa to the order for me. I almost decline, but then I decide if ever there was a day to drink before noon, today is that day.
Our food is fantastic. We eat in companionable silence, his hand never leaving my upper thigh under the table. I look at my watch and grimace at the time. It’s now or never if I want to make my tight deadline.
I stand from my seat and smile at Jasper. “I need to use the ladies. I’ll be right back.”
“I’ll come with you.”
My heart hammers in my chest. If he follows, there’s no way I’ll be able to sneak away. “Don’t be silly. This place is packed. Nothing’s going to happen to me here.”