He pulls almost all the way out before pushing back into me, and then he does it all over again, his movements slow and strong. Silas looks at me, and then he raises his hand. “This is for being with my brother when you always should’ve been mine,” he warns, before bringing his hand down on my ass.
I gasp, the sting painful for a few seconds, before morphing into a delicious type of heat. My pussy clenches when he raises his other hand. I never thought I’d enjoy this, but it turns me on far more than I ever could’ve imagined.
“And this is for taking so long to come back to me.” He brings his hand down, slapping my ass hard. I gasp as I breathe through the sting, and Silas grabs my ass, massaging my skin as he continues to fuck me slowly.
“Look,” he orders. “Look at who’s fucking you, Alanna. When you’re taking my cock, I want your thoughts on me.”
I grin at him through the mirror. “Silas, you’ve ruined me for anyone else.”
He looks pleased and fucks me harder. I watch him just like he ordered me to, enjoying the connection. His eyes never leave mine, and I love seeing him slowly lose control.
Silas reaches around, his fingers finding their way between my legs. He starts to finger me while he fucks me, and I gasp. It’s too much. “I can’t take it, Silas.”
He shakes his head. “You can, and you will.”
He’s right, because within seconds, I come for him all over again. Silas isn’t far behind. He moans my name as he comes deep inside me. “Alanna,” he whispers as his eyes fall closed.
He drops his head to my back and presses soft kisses to my skin as both of us try to catch our breath. Silas pulls out of me, and the moment breaks.
I look in the mirror, realizing what I’ve done. I slept with my ex-boyfriend’s older brother. I stare at myself, but I don’t recognize the woman looking back at me. What have I done? I pull away and grab my clothes, wanting to run and hide.
He watches me as I walk away, his expression unreadable once more. “Alanna,” he says as I reach the door. I pause and turn back to find him leaning back on the floor, his irresistible body on display. “Don’t be late for work on Monday.”
I blink, realization dawning. I slept with Silas Sinclair. He’s not just Ryan’s older brother… he’s also my futureboss. I’m done for.
ChapterThirty-Five
Alanna
I’m trembling as I walk into Sinclair Security, my cheeks blazing as memories of Silas and me run through my mind. What was I thinking? How could I have slept with him knowing who he was?
“Good morning,” Amy says, a smile on her face. She glances down at her tablet for a moment before tipping her head toward the elevator. “We’re going to get your biometrics put into the system, and then you’ll receive your company phone and laptop. I’ve got your training schedule and department details here, too.”
I open my mouth to ask for more information, but she smirks and holds up her finger, silencing me before I have a chance to say anything at all. “You’ll have to wait. Sinclair Security is big on proper procedure, so I’m not allowed to tell you anything until all the final paperwork has been taken care of.”
I nod and follow her, my nerves somewhat settled as she shows me around and finishes up my intake procedures. This company is so huge that there’s little to no chance of me running into Silas on a regular basis, right? I don’t think I can face him after last weekend. Just as I’ve begun to relax, Amy leads me back into the elevator and presses the button for the top floor.
“Why are we going there?” I ask hesitantly, fear evident in my voice.
She smirks. “The Ψ division is located on the top floor. It’s our most prestigious department, and the only one that gets to work directly with the boss.”
I let my eyes fall closed for a moment and draw a shaky breath.No. This cannot be happening. Of course I applied for the one division that works directly with Silas.
“You don’t look excited,” Amy says, a hint of confusion in her tone.
“I… um, is it possible for me to switch divisions?”
Amy chuckles and shakes her head. “You’re a perfect fit for the Ψ division, you’ll see.”
I bite down on my lip nervously. It isn’t the division I’m worried about. It’s Silas. The last thing he and I need is to be around each other. I don’t even know how to face him now. He’s my ex’s older brother and my boss. I shouldn’t know what he looks like naked… I shouldn’t know what it feels like when he’s deep inside me.
By the time the elevator doors open, I’m shaking. I’m bound to do or say something stupid, or I’ll make things awkward between us. I can’t afford to lose this job, and being around Silas pretty much guarantees that I will.
“Here we are,” Amy says, placing her tablet down on an empty table. “Meet Jessica and Josh, your team members.” They wave at me briefly before turning back to their work, both of them looking overwhelmed and overworked. The atmosphere is definitely very tense. “The Ψ department is incredibly small because each person here is hand selected by the boss. There are a few team members who are currently working at a client site, so you probably won’t meet them for another few months, and then there’s me. I’m not officially part of this team, but I assist where I can.”
I nod, taking note of everything she’s telling me.
“This entire floor has flexible seating, so you can pick whichever desk is free. We do that because you won’t always be working with the same team members, and you might not be able to disclose what you’re working on even within your team. The Ψ division is somewhat different. It’s the department that’s closest to all the rumors you hear about Sinclair Security. They truly handle Black Ops. Not even I know exactly what everyone works on. This is the department with the highest clearance, salary and perks, but it’s also the department with the longest working hours and the highest level of confidentially, hence the various non-disclosure agreements you’ve been asked to sign.”