I bite back a smile as she pumps up and down, her eyes on mine as she teases me. I fucking love her. I love every single thing about her.
“I never should’ve touched them,” she says, grinning. “I really deserve to be punished.”
“Fucking slut,” I whisper as I tangle my hand through her hair. “I love you, little psycho.”
She places her lips at the tip of my cock and looks up at me. “I love you too, Si,” she says, right before wrapping her lips around me. I tighten my grip on her hair and pull her closer, making her take more of my cock, and she comes willingly, her tongue drawing circles around the parts she knows are most sensitive.
“Look at you taking my cock, baby. I didn’t feed you enough at dinner, did I?”
She sucks down hard, and I moan helplessly. She might be the one on her knees, but it’s me who’s at her mercy.
I ball my hand into a fist, pulling on her hair harder as I move her head back and forth, fucking her face until I’m hitting the back of her throat. Watching my cock slide into her lips is the sexiest thing I’ve ever seen, and the fucking sight of her has me ready to come.
Every time she moans, the vibrations bring me to the edge. I meant to clear her thoughts, but it’s me who can’t think straight. “I’m so fucking in love with you,” I groan, and she increases the pace, sucking me harder. If she keeps going, I’m going to come all over those pretty lips of hers, but it’s her pussy I want.
I pull out of her mouth and yank her to her feet, my hands wrapping around her waist as I lift her up against the wall. Alanna’s legs wrap around my hips, and I push her underwear aside roughly, sliding into her in one smooth motion.
“Fuck, Silas,” she moans, her head falling back.
I smirk as I tighten my grip on her hips, keeping her pressed against the wall as I thrust into her roughly, taking her hard and fast. “You’re so fucking wet, baby. Sucking my cock turned you on, huh? You really are my personal little slut, my own little psycho.”
She looks into my eyes, her gaze unfocused as she wraps her arms around my neck, her lips finding mine. She kisses me the same way she just took my cock, her tongue driving me fucking insane. The hold she has over me is unreal.
“This pussy is so good,” I murmur against her lips. “I can’t fucking take it.”
She moans and rotates her hips, ensuring I brush against her clit with every thrust, her own orgasm building.
“You want to come for me, don’t you, baby?”
She nods, her movements turning more frenzied. “Please,” she begs.
I smirk as I take her harder, giving it to her at the pace she needs to push her over the edge. My eyes fall closed when her pussy contracts, a strong orgasm washing over her and taking me right along with her.
The way her pussy squeezes my cock has me unable to resist. “Oh, fuck, Ray.Fuck,” I moan, emptying deep inside her.
Alanna tenses and pushes against my chest with considerable strength, and I pull away from her, disoriented. “Let me go,” she snaps, her eyes filled with agony that wasn’t there seconds before. Her eyes fill with tears, and she sniffs, turning her face away from me.
Fuck. I just called her Ray.
“Babe,” I murmur. “It’s just a nickname. It’s a nicknamefor you.”
“Please,” she begs, tears streaming down her face. The look in her eyes fucking guts me. What have I done? How could I have hurt her this way? “Please, just let go of me.”
I lower her to the floor gently and draw a shaky breath. How do I explain in a way she’ll understand? “I swear, Alanna,” I plead. “It’s just a nickname for you. You’re my ray of sunshine, Alanna. That’s all it is.”
She looks into my eyes, disappointment mixed with her pain. “Don’t,” she whispers. “Please don’t, Silas.”
She walks away, slamming our bedroom door closed with a loud bang, leaving me staring at the door, unsure what to do or say.Fuck.
ChapterSixty-Nine
Alanna
I stare at my screen, my mind replaying the expression on Silas’s face when he moaned the nameRaywhile deep inside me. I grit my teeth as pain tears through my heart, leaving me feeling empty.
If that had been the first time I’d heard him say that name, I’d have believed his lies. I would have believed that it’s a nickname he gave me, and I’d be none the wiser.
Silas has no idea that he sometimes whispers Ray in his sleep. I’ve never said a word about it, part of me scared of being confronted with a love so great that it haunts his dreams. The way he’s always said her name made it clear he loves her. Who is she? It isn’t Raven, of that I’m sure. I’ve seen the two of them together, and though there’s affection between them, it isn’t love.