He stepped toward her and stroked her hair. “What I’m saying is I want to tell your parents. I want the whole pack to know you’re my mate. My life is here with you. It’s not out on the road. I want to make a family with you. I want it all with you.”
“Are you sure?”
“Yes, I’m sure.”
He kissed her again and this time, he felt her reach for his jeans, then tear them from him.
Two could play this game. Within seconds, he had her clothes torn and on the ground. Taking her to the floor, Ashley shoved him hard, rolling him to his back and she stared down at him.
“I win.”
He grabbed her hips, lifting her up. He heard her yelp but then he had her on her knees. His grip tightened at the back of her neck as he slowly stroked the other down her back, curving around her ass, and then cupping her pussy. She was so slick. She arched up as he plunged two fingers inside her. He twisted his fingers and pressed his thumb against her clit.
“Phoenix!” His name spilled from her lips in a pleasured gasp and he loved the sound, but he wanted more.
Pulling his fingers from her pussy, he moved behind her, gripping his stiff prick. Lining up the length of his dick with her cunt, he slid in hard and deep. Ashley didn’t cry out with pain. Her virginity was long gone. She was now his woman, completely. He wanted to feed her his cum, to flood her womb and make her pregnant.
Phoenix let go of the back of her neck to grip her hips. Holding them steady, he pulled out of her tight hole and watched her. Even though it was dark, his vision was perfect, and Ashley was fucking perfection. So beautiful. So ripe. So ready to be fucked, to be taken, to be bred. He’d never cared about being a family man or having children, but with Ashley, it was a need he couldn’t squash. Ashley had become a desperate hunger.
Slamming balls deep inside her, he didn’t give her a chance to rest. He pulled out, only to slam back inside her. Over and over, he pounded her cunt, feeling how wet she was. She was close to orgasm, so he pressed all the way inside her, feeling her pussy twitch around him. Sliding one hand between her thighs, he stroked her clit.
She moaned his name, pressing back against him, but there was nowhere else for her to go. She was imbedded on his cock. Phoenix had no choice but to close his eyes in an attempt to stem the pleasure. It was next to impossible. Gritting his teeth, he waited, teasing her clit, feeling how close she was.
“Come for me, Ashley,” he said.
She growled his name, and then he felt her. The tightening of her pussy as she attempted to milk his cock. Her body knew what it wanted. She wanted his seed and he was more than happy to give it to her. He didn’t give her a chance for her orgasm to ebb. Returning his grip to her hips, he took her harder and faster than before, watching her open up around his length. He was so close. All it took was a couple of deep thrusts, and he came, shoving to the hilt inside her and pulsing his seed deep into her womb.
Phoenix had never wished for anything. Not when he was alone in the world. Not even during his first transition when he truly thought he was dying. There had been no one and nothing for him and he’d accepted his lot in life. No one wanted him. Nothing was out there for him. He was alone. But now, he wished, he prayed, and he was quite happy to fucking beg, for whatever crumb he could have of Ashley. Whatever she wanted, he’d give it to her. All she had to do was say the word.
She was his soulmate. His reason for existing. After rejecting her, he hadn’t lived a peaceful life, but a hard one, filled with lonely agony. Wishing for her, desperate for her. They’d been strangers to each other but he’d never felt more at home in his life. Wherever Ashley was, that was where he belonged.
Phoenix pulled out of her, laid on the earth, and pulled Ashley down on top of him.
“That was incredible,” she said.
He stroked a hand down her back. “I meant what I said, Ashley.”
“Phoenix, don’t.”
He looked up at her. She nibbled her lip and he hated seeing the doubt within her eyes.
“I mean it. I’m not lying to you. I want to tell your parents and I want everyone within the pack to know that you belong to me, always.”
She placed her hand on top of his beating heart. “I know you believe that now, but … don’t you think we should give it some time?”
“I know what I want.”
“Five years, Phoenix,” she said. “You didn’t want me. You didn’t want this, and I’ve had to learn to live without you.”
“Ashley?” He cupped her cheek.
“Hear me out. You’ve lived your life by your own way and I’m not judging that. I promise, I’m not. It’s just … the pack is my family, and I don’t want them to look at me with pity or sadness if you decide you want to leave.”
“That’s not going to happen.”
“You don’t know that,” she said. “Please, for me, give it some time.”
He would do it for her, but he knew she was the only person he wanted.